Meh
We kicked ass in football today, I got a care package on Friday, WHILE talking to an exceptionally cute freshman (albeit she's got a boyfriend apparently), and we're having a party tonight..
...So why the fuck am I so depressed?
I hate this shit sometimes, I swear. I haven't felt right in days and I just can't figure out why. It's really frustrating too when I have such a kick-ass bunch of friends and I can't enjoy myself around them, or by myself. Shit, every day I barely feel comfortable in my own fucking skin. I need to figure out what I can do to feel better but I can't make myself comfortable with myself using other people as proxies so I really just don't fucking know anymore...
...So why the fuck am I so depressed?
I hate this shit sometimes, I swear. I haven't felt right in days and I just can't figure out why. It's really frustrating too when I have such a kick-ass bunch of friends and I can't enjoy myself around them, or by myself. Shit, every day I barely feel comfortable in my own fucking skin. I need to figure out what I can do to feel better but I can't make myself comfortable with myself using other people as proxies so I really just don't fucking know anymore...