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[phatpatinthehat]

Another fucking piece of shit depressing day, I wish this whole "be optimistic" shit would work better sometimes.

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[ramzgt]

What's the real problem? You don't have to be optimistic.

What do you really want?

[phatpatinthehat]

To be happy, which I apparently can't do without making someone else sad/angry/whatever. Since I'm heavy others-before-self kind of guy it's just kind of a neverending circle of shooting myself in the foot. Fuck, not even happy, just content with my situation for once. To for more than ten seconds, feel like I have no pressure. I used to have that, a year-ish ago. Then I went and shot myself in the foot on that one, too.

[ramzgt]

Hey man, the music is up.