I'm sorry shit in your life is so messed up and I sympathize, but just remember that you aren't the only one that feels like they were born with the wrong fate. And BECAUSE it's just how the words came out of your head, that kinda proves how you REALLY do feel. Shitty lives are inevitable; it's a trademark of our generation. We all have to deal with it in different ways, and on some level, I think you are lucky that you can verbalize the shit in your life. Believe it or not, I deal with the same shittiness that you do across the board from family to friends to relationships to life in general. The difference is that you have the capability of expressing your problems to friends who will support you, whether by comfort or a sharp kick in the ass ;). Many, including myself, don't have that luxury, and are forced to keep it in and just deal with it on our own, because dealing with stuff would hurt more than we can probably handle. So consider yourself at least partially lucky that on some level you feel comfortable enough with yourself to talk aloud about your problems, it shows strength. A lot of us do not have the capability of expressing how their lives shit on them. I hope you work your shit out and find happiness, but at some point you have to realize that the world is never gonna drop sunshine over your head, hot girls in your lap, or an expensive ride under your ass. Hell, you already know that. All you have to do is figure out how to make the most out of what you've got. What's the old joke? No one's a virgin, Life screws us all. Don't you think it's time you screw her right back?
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