Jul 15, 2006 01:27
So basically it feels like someone stabbing me in that heart and stomach over and over again.
Today I woke up like the past few days with this sick feeling of uncertainty inside...I dont know what is going to happen and it bothers me a lot.
These days I feel like I have no one to talk to. No one that can understand how I feel. No one...
I want to be a good person and do the right thing 100% of the time. I try so hard and have nothing to show for my efforts.
I dont know how to act, I dont know what to say, and I am a baby.
Maybe Falling for someone makes you this way.
Maybe I made the biggest mistake of my life.
Only time will tell...Time heals all..it is true.
I feel like I lost my best friend tonight...I feel like friendship is one of the most important things in a persons life and I lost the only girl that ever was there for me all of the time.
I HAVE NO ONE NOW.