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my ipod is on shuffle and it just played three nmh songs in a row. i think its a sign from god. i dont know what that sign is supposed to mean but i think its a sign nonetheless...
ok so i hung out with anolee today. that made me happy. we laughed at all the wrong times in spanglish and im pretty sure the seventeen high school sophomores sitting behind us were getting annoyed. oh well.
i realized today that im going to fall in love with a non-muslim guy and get my heart broken when nothing substantial can come of it. its inevitable. still, i earnestly believe that "its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all".
tonight i randomly thought of when i went to the hookah bar with zelm (and others) and he told me that he knows that we are meant for each other. why does he say things that he will never follow through with? and why am i stupid enough to still be thinking about them two weeks after they are said? ahh i hate myself sometimes.
anyways, so this weekend will be fun. anolee is coming down to chi-town with me and anytime spent with her is always a good time. so i cant wait. also, margies new tattoo is supposed to be hot (or at least thats the word on the street) so i cant wait to get back to see it and of course, hang out with omar too. eek i hate brookfield so much that it makes going back to chicago 184897 times more exciting!
ok well tomorrow im going to babysit (woohoo for money...and hanging out with my beautiful rayyana) so im going to bed.
wow i havent had anything to wake up for in a long time. this is weird.
ok so i hung out with anolee today. that made me happy. we laughed at all the wrong times in spanglish and im pretty sure the seventeen high school sophomores sitting behind us were getting annoyed. oh well.
i realized today that im going to fall in love with a non-muslim guy and get my heart broken when nothing substantial can come of it. its inevitable. still, i earnestly believe that "its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all".
tonight i randomly thought of when i went to the hookah bar with zelm (and others) and he told me that he knows that we are meant for each other. why does he say things that he will never follow through with? and why am i stupid enough to still be thinking about them two weeks after they are said? ahh i hate myself sometimes.
anyways, so this weekend will be fun. anolee is coming down to chi-town with me and anytime spent with her is always a good time. so i cant wait. also, margies new tattoo is supposed to be hot (or at least thats the word on the street) so i cant wait to get back to see it and of course, hang out with omar too. eek i hate brookfield so much that it makes going back to chicago 184897 times more exciting!
ok well tomorrow im going to babysit (woohoo for money...and hanging out with my beautiful rayyana) so im going to bed.
wow i havent had anything to wake up for in a long time. this is weird.