Damnit.
Soo tonight, I spent the evening with someone I should care about.
This someone who I should care about wanted to kiss me.
And I couldn't let him. Please, please tell me you want to know why I couldn't kiss him?
BECAUSE:
The someone who SHOULD care about ME was hanging in the back of my mind.
He still takes my breath away.
I'm racking my brain trying to comprehend, how for some unknown reason, our status will remain as friends.
Why? WHY? WHY?!?!?!?!?!
I only take comfort in knowing that if this never works out, he'll always wonder.
But the only truth in the matter is, if he were going to know, he'd know by now. I'm the same Leigh Ann I was in the fall. The one who tempted him enough to make him uneasy about his own relationship. We've spoken everyday. EVERYDAY.
He doesn't need a summer. He just doesn't want me.
I'm a little more than upset that he didn't leave me in my complacency.
A kiss is just a kiss. Well, I think that's what fools say.
This someone who I should care about wanted to kiss me.
And I couldn't let him. Please, please tell me you want to know why I couldn't kiss him?
BECAUSE:
The someone who SHOULD care about ME was hanging in the back of my mind.
He still takes my breath away.
I'm racking my brain trying to comprehend, how for some unknown reason, our status will remain as friends.
Why? WHY? WHY?!?!?!?!?!
I only take comfort in knowing that if this never works out, he'll always wonder.
But the only truth in the matter is, if he were going to know, he'd know by now. I'm the same Leigh Ann I was in the fall. The one who tempted him enough to make him uneasy about his own relationship. We've spoken everyday. EVERYDAY.
He doesn't need a summer. He just doesn't want me.
I'm a little more than upset that he didn't leave me in my complacency.
A kiss is just a kiss. Well, I think that's what fools say.