well now
Ive decided that yesterday and today SUCK majiorly! nothing good can come from this i pray to god somthing does but rite now i see nothing i hate this i hate it! this is horrible to say but rite now i just want to get completly fucked up. but i cant b/c i have football...i decided its time to get back into church and youth...im gonna try and go sundays with the rents that will really make my dad happy and weds. when i dont have to work with krystento youth group and maybe mondays at one house if there is any summer stuff i dunno but its time for me to straighten back up ive gotten way way off track when it comes to god and wut not. but yea this weekend over all was ok i threw a small shindig at my house on saterday...friday was mine and krysten 6 Month anniversy it was amazing. i ended up staying there all night. i loved waking up with her wraped tightly in my arms. just cant beat it. so yea then sunday and today basicly fuckin sucked...i dunno wut to do anymore ive never felt so much pain over somthing like this