How Can it be a year already?

[phatfairbanks]

Yesterday was jeff's one year that he passed away. i dunno its still is wierd not seeing him in the halls. i still think about him all the time. how in middle school my gaol was to somehow nock down the big man with my body...you would think it wouldnt be that tough but man o man lol he was a big boy! i remember one time in 8th grade i did it in the hall and i jumped at him and he lowered his shoulder and shot me across the hall and into the lockers. god i cant believe it been a year... i still remember that afternoon..after school on friday i went uo to him and he was like get outa hear u prep (jockingly) and that was it then after school my dad and i were driving down waverly and saw jeff walking with mark. that was like an hour before it happend. i remember i went to the b-ball game that night and came home and as soon as i walked in ryan called me and told me jeff got shot. offcoarse i didnt believe him so i called watkins he said it was true but he would be ok.. i was in denile like crazy understandable tho i mean it was his best friend. but then i got like three more phonecalls saying jeff had died... i remember laying in my basement cursing at god i was so angry. how could he have taken another one of us! i still remember that night i didnt sleep a moment all i could think of was jeff and his parents. and how angry i was at god. im still extremely angry with him for taking jeff i just dont get it. but i guess we arnt supposed to understand it. i will never forget that night

We miss you so much Bigdaddy. You havent and will not be forgotten u will always be apart of us. We Love you So Much Jeff.