Apr 29, 2006 13:35
Okay, so I know its been a while, and if you don't already know by now, this is "J". I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I'm sitting here torn because last night I had sex with the guy I lost my virginity too...again. He and I have this huge complicated relationship and I'm just not sure what I should do. I really have these deep feelings for him and well, I wouldn't mind settling down with him. He's an airforce boy so of course he is always busy and all...and it sucks. I found a song that sums up our relationship. It's called...
"Rain of a Tin Roof"
by Julie Roberts.
His eyes are blue just like the ocean
His heart is a river free
And now and then he gets the notion
And he finds his way to me
His love’s like…
Rain on a tin roof
The sweet song of a summertime storm
And oh, the way that it moves you
It’s a melody of passion ragin’ on
And then it’s gone
He tells me he’ll be back to see me
Every time he has to go
And I keep wondrin’ just when that’ll be
‘Cause with him you never know
His love’s like…
Rain on a tin roof
The sweet song of a summertime storm
And oh, the way that it moves you
It’s a melody of passion ragin’ on
And then it’s gone
And just like a thirsty field, I can’t complain a bit
‘Cause I’m thankful for every single drop I get
His love’s like Rain on a tin roof
The sweet song of a summertime storm
And oh, the way that it moves you
It’s a melody of passion ragin’ on
And then it’s gone
And then it’s gone
Then it’s gone
I just wish things would work themselves out because I need to figure out what I'm gonna do. I really care for him...and I don't want to be a one night stand...repeatedly.