♕ the tenth aria ♛
[Filter: Private ;; Language: Dutch]
...maybe I should tell brother.
I need to tell someone and I can't ... talking to the Order is too hard. I'm no good at it. I'm not made for their side. I wasn't raised for the White Order. Even if I don't carry the den Adelle name I am still supposed to support the Black Order because that's the blood I carry on in me. I have Mama's blood and ... and I'm supposed to be a good daughter, right?
I'm supposed to follow those beliefs and and and
i should tell brother.
i should tell brother and then ... then get in contact with my order because ... fanlka i can't go on ignoring them forever. they're bound to do something to make me take part. or maybe they will just kill me and perhaps that would be the best -- don't think that, emilie, you stupid fool. bleeeh.
So much for being a normal high school student who's only troubles and worries are grades and who's she taking to school dances.
...maybe I should tell brother.
I need to tell someone and I can't ... talking to the Order is too hard. I'm no good at it. I'm not made for their side. I wasn't raised for the White Order. Even if I don't carry the den Adelle name I am still supposed to support the Black Order because that's the blood I carry on in me. I have Mama's blood and ... and I'm supposed to be a good daughter, right?
I'm supposed to follow those beliefs and and and
i should tell brother.
i should tell brother and then ... then get in contact with my order because ... fanlka i can't go on ignoring them forever. they're bound to do something to make me take part. or maybe they will just kill me and perhaps that would be the best -- don't think that, emilie, you stupid fool. bleeeh.
So much for being a normal high school student who's only troubles and worries are grades and who's she taking to school dances.