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[pharmacy]

I know I have changed but have I changed that bad.. was I
really that hollow as I went though highschool. I had someone
look me in the eyes today and tell me that I looked hollow
empty cold and uncareing. I had this harsh hard look, a look
that could burn a hole in titanium and the only other place
he had ever seen this look was on people that have went
into terrible fights and had to fight like rabid dogs to fight.
people that had to fight for a living fight to keep them
selves alive and on top and have learned to stash thier soul.
Have I really learned to stash my soul in a little bag
and only bring the bag out when important.. or forget
the bag all together. I dont know but i guess now im labled
as hollow soul-less, cold and calm and uncareing. But I guess
thats to the world and the world really dont matter that much
to me, my freinds are the ones that matter and I guess in
the end if that is why I have to hollow my slef out,
to fight and defend and help my freinds thats all that matters.
I just find it off that some one else told me that it seemed like
the lights were on and no one is home.