sigh
its a lazy day.. its takeing me forever to even try to read any more... im starting to loose one
of the few things in life i enjoyed... my eyesight is going down hill and im getting ready to go
and see if i can get some glasses soo reading stops giving me a headace... till then i guess i just
have to tough it out like any other soldier...
but other than that everything is doing decent. i made a mistake and katie (ellora) doesnt want to
speak with me anymore... soo i guess thats a good bye... close a book on a chapter of my life
that was getting better, but it leaves me a little hollow and a little lonly still.
but all and all i am back to my normal self... and for all that knew me
before I moved and the few that saw it after thats a big relif.. and im back to being passonate and
fun... but mostly crazy.... ohh well.. ON TO THE INSANITY HOOOO!
but in anycase.. I got paied a lil extra friday soo I orderd a bunch of Dir en Grey.. and ill probly
order some more random crap next payday.. I just cant wait, either way Im just getting better and better
I think I finally found another place that I belong..its sad I had to loose some one I loved soo much
in my life to do it... I really wish she coulda straigtend out and came with but maybe its some higher up
powers greater plan... like my mom told me all the time if it was ment to be it will happen and I
need to follow my heart and follow fate and see, beacuse if someone trulely loves you they will not
leave you or hurt you, and they will still be there even after you fuck up really bad and all this
is showing me who all my real freind and all the people that really want to be there and help me are..
you all know who you are damnit YOU KNOW!!! but thank you guys for supporting and helping me... I
could have never made it this far in life without all of you..
but with all the sappy updates done ON TO THE PARY YO!!!
of the few things in life i enjoyed... my eyesight is going down hill and im getting ready to go
and see if i can get some glasses soo reading stops giving me a headace... till then i guess i just
have to tough it out like any other soldier...
but other than that everything is doing decent. i made a mistake and katie (ellora) doesnt want to
speak with me anymore... soo i guess thats a good bye... close a book on a chapter of my life
that was getting better, but it leaves me a little hollow and a little lonly still.
but all and all i am back to my normal self... and for all that knew me
before I moved and the few that saw it after thats a big relif.. and im back to being passonate and
fun... but mostly crazy.... ohh well.. ON TO THE INSANITY HOOOO!
but in anycase.. I got paied a lil extra friday soo I orderd a bunch of Dir en Grey.. and ill probly
order some more random crap next payday.. I just cant wait, either way Im just getting better and better
I think I finally found another place that I belong..its sad I had to loose some one I loved soo much
in my life to do it... I really wish she coulda straigtend out and came with but maybe its some higher up
powers greater plan... like my mom told me all the time if it was ment to be it will happen and I
need to follow my heart and follow fate and see, beacuse if someone trulely loves you they will not
leave you or hurt you, and they will still be there even after you fuck up really bad and all this
is showing me who all my real freind and all the people that really want to be there and help me are..
you all know who you are damnit YOU KNOW!!! but thank you guys for supporting and helping me... I
could have never made it this far in life without all of you..
but with all the sappy updates done ON TO THE PARY YO!!!