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I know its bad when you have to reassure yourself that an desicion that you made was right buti woke up this morning glutching a rolled up blanket feeling quite alone. I went out the other day and sat under the moon and cried for a little while telling myself what i did was for the best. this would be soo much easier if i had my freinds there to help me and pat me on the back and take me out to do things.. but i have nothing and no one. I guess its really time for me to head back home.. back to my freinds, the only people that truly wanted me around to begin
with. maybe ill feel better there.. I Guess its time to work my way home... and ill take donations XD but seriously i just need to get away from here.. too much heart break and sorrow not enough support... no body here wants me around no reason i should stick around... i should move on to greener pastures.

Under the weeping moon you convince your self that your brain is right..
your heart sighs and tells you that your wrong.
round and round they go but no one will ever win, the brain will convince
and the heart will bleed out. if only the weeping moon could help
and tell the heart to go back to its cage, freeze back over.
if only i could not listen to it ever again would i be happy,
for my heart knows nothing, it is weak an atrophied,
but my brain is strong and protective.. ohh why did
some one have to open my heart up...