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its been a while.. i guess i do need to update. I broke up with ellora.. the workload i guess was getting a bit much. but i have still been trying to be her freind and help her.. but im also starting to help my self.. leaving in the morn looking for a job or jogging to loose some weight for my ulitmate goal.. well today I am not feeling soo well my stomach is really upset and it hurts to walk around and when she called trying to get me back ober there i told her that and i think she took it wrong.. i think she took it like im trying to hurt her on pourpous. I am not.. im just trying to take care of my self.. but it sucks that i had to get sick.. I hate it when my stomach hurts it always makes me cranky and irritable.. I just hope she understands that im a lil sick and wanna take care of my self first... and that i cant take care of anyone else till im well... well i just hope she doesnt take it too personally... well Im probly gonna close my eyes for a bit seeing as im laying here typeing this soo ill probly update more when im feeling better..