Things.
Sometimes I feel very distant from everyone. It's not only that but when I feel like that I feel like I've done something wrong in order for them to push me away. I have been known in the past to push people away a little in the past. It was only for my safety for not being hurt or taken advantage of because it happened like three times in a row. Recently, I've felt closer to my mother after her attitude started changing because she cut back on the beverages. It took a while but she's very different now.