Oct 27, 2010 12:29
My dear friends, I wish to apologize for my absence, but let me explain something.
My BBM fics were written more or less 4 years ago, before I married, when I had more free evenings and access to a pc at home.
After I married and moved, less free time, no more pc so I started to update fics and translate them in spare moments at work.
I had the idea to publish them, maybe less frequently, but RL had its ways...
You know I'm not very young, in fact I passed 40...and we wanted a baby, so without wasting time we wento to see doctors ecc ecc...we tried more than once IVF and other similar things, but ...nothing, and now I must say I'm a little sad, with very little strenght to correct what I've written.
The only hobby I accept nowadays is old photography
I don't know if some day I'll publish more (and I'm angry with myself when I don't complete a task) but now I have to cope with my sad feelings. We're thinking to adopt, maybe, because also we don't have any nephew or niece around. The only one happy are the cats, that are really surrogate kids.
I wish the best to all of You
Alex