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well i ended up not having a good nite. i was pissy from being sooo sleepy then when i got home dennis said to bring the kittens to the store that he knew someone who wanted one. well she ended up getting 3, which is good for me b/c i dont need 6 cats, but sad. so of course me and my hormonal just b/c i'm pregnant ass starts crying like a fucking baby and dennis doesn't know how to deal with me upset. so he ends up pissing me off completely. i went to see dawn b/c she is the only one in starkvegas that knows how to handle me upset she makes me feel better so i finally go home crawl in bed and realize that i'm still pissed at dennis. so i get out of bed and go downstairs with the 3 remaining cats and cried some more. i wanted to be alone, so of course he comes down to check on me and wants me to talk to him about whats wrong with me....not a good thing to do when i'm upset. needless to say, he went back upstairs pissed off. didn't go any better this morning b/c he left while i was still asleep and his phone is dead. this pissed me off. so anyways he finally comes home 3 hrs later and apoligizes and i cant really be mad at him for him not knowing me enough so i got over it. then we ate lots of chinese food and now i'm at work. yah!
i feel so out of place in my life. i mean, i'm living with a guy, carrying his child and i'm turning into the house-wife cooking cleaning person that i'm not. this is not me!!! but i cant really complain. at least i ended up with someone man enough to step up to the plate and take responsibility. i mean soo many people i know that the fathers aren't in the babies life want nothing to do with their child b/c they dont like the mom....that's bullshit. if dennis and i do split, he will still have his child in his life.
i feel so out of place in my life. i mean, i'm living with a guy, carrying his child and i'm turning into the house-wife cooking cleaning person that i'm not. this is not me!!! but i cant really complain. at least i ended up with someone man enough to step up to the plate and take responsibility. i mean soo many people i know that the fathers aren't in the babies life want nothing to do with their child b/c they dont like the mom....that's bullshit. if dennis and i do split, he will still have his child in his life.