time is on my side.
I hate boring things. I despise being bored! I can't stand it when I can predict the future. I get angry when the expected runs it's course. Sadly the thing that I'm best at predicting is me. What a terror. I want excitement, I want the unexpected and the spontaneous. I want to feel out every situation as it comes. I want real change, not gradual progression. Even if it means misunderstanding everything. I want to work on my timing. I need to work on my timing. It's hard because nothing ever really changes for me, everything just goes on. When you can't grow up time doesn't seem important. Why do I wait on every opportunity and through my own inaction miss out? Deep down do I really not want to change? Does anyone have an answer? Can anyone wait as long as I can?