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so.
I guess the only people who still update this site are people from a part of my life that has passed. that doesn't mean i don't care about them. I do. Infact some of them I care about deeply, they probably know who they are even... I hope.
Any way I keep having these dreams where I wake up and find out the most depressing things like that all the angels have died and that no one can ever love me or the bomb in their chest will explode. The dreams are horrible I can't wake up from them even when I recognize that it's just a dream it still goes on and on and gets worse and worse. I can't wake up from them either. but when I wake up it's like I'm just the regular old me except I've spent the whole entire night watching depressing movies. I hope it doesn't start to affect who I am. aslso the spectrum of my vision has shiften again. Now I'm seeing things in the color white and red alot more vividly than I used to.
any how. I've got about 1000 buck to blow. if anybody is up for it let's hire some hookers and get some coke and ruin our lives.
I guess the only people who still update this site are people from a part of my life that has passed. that doesn't mean i don't care about them. I do. Infact some of them I care about deeply, they probably know who they are even... I hope.
Any way I keep having these dreams where I wake up and find out the most depressing things like that all the angels have died and that no one can ever love me or the bomb in their chest will explode. The dreams are horrible I can't wake up from them even when I recognize that it's just a dream it still goes on and on and gets worse and worse. I can't wake up from them either. but when I wake up it's like I'm just the regular old me except I've spent the whole entire night watching depressing movies. I hope it doesn't start to affect who I am. aslso the spectrum of my vision has shiften again. Now I'm seeing things in the color white and red alot more vividly than I used to.
any how. I've got about 1000 buck to blow. if anybody is up for it let's hire some hookers and get some coke and ruin our lives.