ok, now what?
so, i'm all graduated and stuff. Still is weird to think that I won't be a student at Mac anymore, but i'm learning to deal with it. I think. I mean, i don't really know how I feel about all this right now, because at this particular moment all i can think about is how happy i am to have nothing to do for a while. Of course, i need to find a job, but that hasn't been going too well. And, you know, i'm sorta okay with that. I mean, i need a job, but i am secretly happy that, despite my best efforts and applying to all these jobs, i still get to relax for a while.
Still, i've been in a really weird mood lately, and i don't entirely know why. A part of it is that there are so few people left, and i feel like my social life is crumbling in around me. I have friends that are around, sure, but i don't like how many people i know who are now gone and that I may never see again. It's weird walking across campus and not running into 8 people i know between the campus center and the theatre building. I've gotten so use to that, and now the campus is just empty and half the people i want to see are no longer here. Ugh, it's all very weird and I just don't know what to do with it all.
Apart from all those weird feelings of "well, what's next?", life is goin pretty good. still, it feels like something is missing. I know what i thin that is (and it sure as hell aint school), but i don't think that is the answer to all my problems. Alas, i think to much.
This has been a weird post. I'll write more later when i'm not in such a bizarre mood.
Still, i've been in a really weird mood lately, and i don't entirely know why. A part of it is that there are so few people left, and i feel like my social life is crumbling in around me. I have friends that are around, sure, but i don't like how many people i know who are now gone and that I may never see again. It's weird walking across campus and not running into 8 people i know between the campus center and the theatre building. I've gotten so use to that, and now the campus is just empty and half the people i want to see are no longer here. Ugh, it's all very weird and I just don't know what to do with it all.
Apart from all those weird feelings of "well, what's next?", life is goin pretty good. still, it feels like something is missing. I know what i thin that is (and it sure as hell aint school), but i don't think that is the answer to all my problems. Alas, i think to much.
This has been a weird post. I'll write more later when i'm not in such a bizarre mood.