Nov 06, 2008 23:44
I can never find the right time,
or the right place,
the right words,
the right circumstances
To tell you world what I have to say...
Today I found out that my mum, my best friend. That the cancer has spread to her bones, and liver and only has a few months left to live. She won't see next christmas, and if she does then it's bonus. They don't know how long exactly, it could be three months, 6 months, 12 months...
I didn't expect to go to my mum's funeral at 25 years old.
all I can say... no blathering, or bleeding all over the net like a sad guppie. No why is this happening to me? That's life, I have to graciously bow my head and live every moment with her that I can manage.