Mar 08, 2008 21:50
This weekend has been sucky so far. I have been sick and pretty much just sleeping. I came home from work yesterday, fell asleep until about 10pm then chatted on AIM for a while and then went back to sleep . . . woke up around 11am . . . went BACK to sleep around 3pm . . . woke up at 7pm . . . and I feel like I can just go back to sleep (it's 9:53pm). I was going to go to the jazz club but I just did not feel like it last night. I went to the ENT and he said that the inside of my nose looks, and I quote, "Horrible." So he gave me prednisone, augmenten, and told me to take Mucinex D. I wonder if one of those is the reason why I keep getting knocked out. Eh, I don't know.
Have you ever felt like you were just running on auto-pilot and not really progressing to anything? That is how I feel my life has become. I am not depressed or anything just . . . . blah. I mean, I get up, go to work, come home, get on the internet, go to bed, and repeat the next day. There is no drive or anything to look forward to. Yes, I know my last post I stated that I don't NEED friends (which is still true) but it would be nice to have someone here to call me up and say "Hey, DJ. Want to go catch a movie or go out to eat?" *sigh* Oh well. It will come one day. Until then, the auto pilot will be engaged until further notice.
Ashely is back in the field of trying to date. It actually isn't affecting to like I would think it would. I mean, I am kinda sad because, after all, I have been with this woman for 12 years, but I am actually proud of her. I really hope she finds someone that makes her happy.
I had Japenese Food for dinner tonight . . . YUM!!!! I have been craving that suckah for like 2 weeks now.