Another day in the life of me
This morning was good . . . this afternoon was good . . . this evening not so much. I called Ashley to let her know about the car situation we have been struggling with and we started talking. Her phone was breaking up so we continued to conversation via myspace messages. Let's just say it was not th best conversation. It wasn't bad at all but it could have been better. We both kind of let out some steam and the she stopped messaging me back but oh well. I am so jealous of her. Why you ask? Because she was able to move on and do her thing with a group of new friends while I sit in my damn room all alone and think about nothing but the past and how much of a failure I am. I am such a dick weed. I need to grow up and move on. **Cue "The Jeffersons" theme song**
On March 1st I am doing a walk to bring awareness to heart disease and stroke which is the #1 and #2 killer of people. I can't wait for that. My goal is to be more productive in helping people out . . . support a good cause. Get away from my problems which seem so small compared to others who are going through all this hardship with disease and turmoil. So, the walk is on!!!!
I love my job. Actually, the job is just "okay" but I FREAKIN' LOVE the women I work with. All we do all day is crack on each other and cry laughing. It is BY FAR my favorite place that I have worked. I hope we can all get closer and kinda hang out, but we shall see. Until that day I will just enjoy being their white boy. LOL!!!
I wish I had someone to hang out with. And I need a hug!
On March 1st I am doing a walk to bring awareness to heart disease and stroke which is the #1 and #2 killer of people. I can't wait for that. My goal is to be more productive in helping people out . . . support a good cause. Get away from my problems which seem so small compared to others who are going through all this hardship with disease and turmoil. So, the walk is on!!!!
I love my job. Actually, the job is just "okay" but I FREAKIN' LOVE the women I work with. All we do all day is crack on each other and cry laughing. It is BY FAR my favorite place that I have worked. I hope we can all get closer and kinda hang out, but we shall see. Until that day I will just enjoy being their white boy. LOL!!!
I wish I had someone to hang out with. And I need a hug!