"The Glorious Nosebleed"
It's amazing how one thing can end another thing and how I'll find something else to get attached to in both manners, but the last thing holds on. Both do, actually, but one is costly (though I haven't spent) and why should I anymore? Leaving the one I keep and who keeps me- human.
And I think sometimes how nice it would be to live with him. And I wouldn't do anything bad. All terrible habits are either extremely controlled by now or done with altogether.
I want to me meet new people, but under all the right circumstances.
Sleeping has been fucked the past two days, in that it wasn't there. I don't super regret anything, while some parts of me do.
Tonight, the boy and I are going on a date. We're going to the family fun center, out to eat (Chili's?), a movie, and then Kau's for Beer Pong.
I adore Adam. And I like how he likes me and how he treats and how we handle anything and everything together. I never worry with this one.
Maybe August. Maybe I'll be with him, in our own place. Building some kind of life together. A fun one. Maybe even sometimes a very poor one, living check to check, but it'll still be living and we'll still be happy.
Couldn't have asked for more from this year so far.
And I think sometimes how nice it would be to live with him. And I wouldn't do anything bad. All terrible habits are either extremely controlled by now or done with altogether.
I want to me meet new people, but under all the right circumstances.
Sleeping has been fucked the past two days, in that it wasn't there. I don't super regret anything, while some parts of me do.
Tonight, the boy and I are going on a date. We're going to the family fun center, out to eat (Chili's?), a movie, and then Kau's for Beer Pong.
I adore Adam. And I like how he likes me and how he treats and how we handle anything and everything together. I never worry with this one.
Maybe August. Maybe I'll be with him, in our own place. Building some kind of life together. A fun one. Maybe even sometimes a very poor one, living check to check, but it'll still be living and we'll still be happy.
Couldn't have asked for more from this year so far.