{series} worth a million words | one
worth a million words
→ Jonghyun/Key, Jonghyun/Onew, Jonghyun/Minho; PG
Series of photo fics
☇Credits: here
(1)
never too far away
Amidst all the commotion of stardom, there are these sudden moments when Kibum feels absolute loneliness. He looks around him and he feels detached from every one, from reality. Kibum thinks that if he were to disappear, fade away right then and there, no one would notice. No one would mourn the loss of Kim Kibum.
He thinks that will be ok because he’s already isolated so vanishing would just be one more step. So maybe he’s ready to float away. He’s ready to be forgotten.
But doubt washes over him the second he makes up his mind. Kibum doesn’t want to leave, not yet. Not now at least. Because he still has too many dreams to chase, so many stages to stand on, and racks of clothes to wear. He must stop this feeling; stop his heart from fading with each beat.
Kibum needs to find something or somebody to tie him to reality. Find it fast before his heart does what his brain doesn’t want.
So he reaches out to the nearest thing he sees. And it’s right there; he’s right there. Jonghyun’s always right there. Kibum wants Jonghyun to ground him, please ground him.
He holds onto Jonghyun’s wrist and thinks that it’ll work. Kibum tries to believe that this will work. Kibum laughs at himself, thinking he’s a bit pitiful. He laughs again because Jonghyun doesn’t say anything and they continue walking. Kibum’s desperate though so he holds on. At least he’s physically here.
However, Jonghyun turns around and his lips curve up to form a smile. He wonders why Kibum only grabbed his wrist. (Is his hand too intimidating to hold?) Jonghyun’s going to change that.
Jonghyun’s free hand slides Kibum’s grip down and he locks his fingers with Kibum’s. He gives Kibum a squeeze and they exchange looks behind Minho, like they’re hiding something (maybe they are, but who cares).
The glint from Jonghyun’s eyes is telling Kibum that he’s silly. The way his lips curve is telling that Kibum that he is stupid. Jonghyun bites his lower lip and gently pulls Kibum closer.
I’m always here. You don’t need to reach out and grab me to reassure yourself that.
And Kibum sneers. Of course, Jonghyun would think like this.
Yeah, okay.
Kibum sounds like he’s going to shake off Jonghyun’s hand. But he only digs his hand deeper into the clutch. His smirk turns into a smile as he realizes that it worked. Kibum thanks Jonghyun mentally. He peeks over at his best friend, who’s ever so sure even when he, himself, is not.
Jonghyun has a big grin on his face, like he’s holding onto the best thing in the world. He thinks he’s blessed to know Kibum, fortunate to have him. Jonghyun likes how Kibum feeds his ego (because as much as it seems unnecessary, he can feel insecure at times).
So they’re both beaming for different reasons, but that doesn't matter because they’re happy.
Kibum thinks he really can’t leave now. He wants to stay, right here in his reserved spot next to Jonghyun.
I'll be here when you're ready.
Just this once Jinki’s going to try it. He’s going to attempt it without Kibum throwing him an annoyed look.
( So what if his crush is just a little too obvious? Jinki’s pretty sure a ton of others have crushes on Jonghyun. (If they can be obvious, why can’t he?) Why wouldn’t they?
Jinki thinks Jonghyun is the closest thing to perfection. Jinki tried to explain this to Kibum before, but Kibum didn’t want to hear it because he thinks listening to Jinki gush over Jonghyun is too creepy for his taste.
Jinki also tried to bug Minho about it, telling him that he likes Jonghyun’s lips the best. Minho asked Jinki about Jonghyun’s voice and Jinki was completely thrown off.
Taemin didn’t escape Jinki’s rants. Jinki asked Taemin whether Jonghyun’s lips or voice were better. Taemin opted for a “hyung, can you not?” so Jinki can only muse over Jonghyun to himself now.
Jinki assures himself that he’s Jonghyun’s number one fan. So what if he doesn’t have over 9000 pictures of Jonghyun saved to his hard drive? He doesn’t need it. If he wants to look at Jonghyun, he’ll just call him over. And if Jinki wants Jonghyun to stay for a while, he’ll just ask Jonghyun to share his iPod. They might even sing a song or two.
This is another thing that Jinki loves about Jonghyun - how they can just sing together with no purpose while they’re sprawled out on Jinki’s bed. When it comes Jonghyun’s turn to sing, Jinki turns his head to stare in awe. His eyes would linger to Jonghyun’s defined jaw line and Jinki has to hold back a stupid grin.
Jonghyun would never look at Jinki scornfully if he catches Jinki staring. He’d just laugh with smiling eyes and Jinki takes it as Jonghyun approving his crush. Jonghyun would tell Jinki about his day in a soft voice and Jinki would pocket all those words in heart. )
Jinki’s just going to stare and gawk at Jonghyun until Jonghyun returns this love. Jinki doesn’t mind waiting because there’s always waiting to be done in life and he’s lucky that he’s the patient type.
It isn't love, it's robbery.
Minho says he doesn’t have time for petty games. There will be no roses and holding hands. Certainly, he won’t whisper sweet nothings and not-so empty promises. Minho gets to the point, short and simple. Fancy words waste time and burn calories. He rather use that up on more useful things.
(And this is ok because Jonghyun could care less for romance.)
Some call him a tease, but he just enjoys the power to lead people on. Minho likes it when he sends shivers down people’s spines. He’ll even throw that seductive look to top off his act.
He doesn’t renounce the ones who fall for his bait, not one bit. As a matter of fact, he is grateful for them. Without them, he wouldn’t be able to keep doing what he enjoys.
Minho decides that he isn’t going to love, maybe he will when he’s 30 and ready for some wife and kids. But now, he’ll just take what he wants - a few rendezvous here and there.
Can I steal a touch? How about a few kisses on your neck?
Minho never asks; he’ll just charge in and take it. He doesn’t care if Jonghyun is indulged in a deep conversation with Kibum. Minho will cut them off. All he has to do is lean down to Jonghyun’s ears and whisper Jonghyun’s name.
Jonghyun complies and they go off. Minho likes it this way, he likes it a lot. He has Jonghyun by his finger, leading him anywhere he desires. Although Minho fancies Jonghyun’s company, he’s wary of his own feelings. He doesn’t want Jonghyun’s generosity to fool him.
Jonghyun doesn’t know about Minho and ignorance is certainly bliss. The message in his hopeful eyes never reaches Minho’s heart. Jonghyun wonders why Minho is reluctant, especially when Jonghyun wants to cuddle. As girly as that may sound, Jonghyun wants to experience the close scent of Minho and the warmth of his body. But Jonghyun is content with what he gets. In the end, it doesn’t matter because Jonghyun doesn’t lose anything. They don’t lose anything.
They’ll keep doing what they’re doing, enjoying each other. Minho’s sure that he’ll turn back and see Jonghyun following. And Minho will smile, confident and satisfied, at Jonghyun trailing after him.
Maybe Minho already stole Jonghyun’s heart, but he doesn’t know that Jonghyun will steal his in return
---
Something new I want to try :D What do you think?
Pimping shineeotp_aday
feedback post
→ Jonghyun/Key, Jonghyun/Onew, Jonghyun/Minho; PG
Series of photo fics
☇Credits: here
(1)
never too far away
Amidst all the commotion of stardom, there are these sudden moments when Kibum feels absolute loneliness. He looks around him and he feels detached from every one, from reality. Kibum thinks that if he were to disappear, fade away right then and there, no one would notice. No one would mourn the loss of Kim Kibum.
He thinks that will be ok because he’s already isolated so vanishing would just be one more step. So maybe he’s ready to float away. He’s ready to be forgotten.
But doubt washes over him the second he makes up his mind. Kibum doesn’t want to leave, not yet. Not now at least. Because he still has too many dreams to chase, so many stages to stand on, and racks of clothes to wear. He must stop this feeling; stop his heart from fading with each beat.
Kibum needs to find something or somebody to tie him to reality. Find it fast before his heart does what his brain doesn’t want.
So he reaches out to the nearest thing he sees. And it’s right there; he’s right there. Jonghyun’s always right there. Kibum wants Jonghyun to ground him, please ground him.
He holds onto Jonghyun’s wrist and thinks that it’ll work. Kibum tries to believe that this will work. Kibum laughs at himself, thinking he’s a bit pitiful. He laughs again because Jonghyun doesn’t say anything and they continue walking. Kibum’s desperate though so he holds on. At least he’s physically here.
However, Jonghyun turns around and his lips curve up to form a smile. He wonders why Kibum only grabbed his wrist. (Is his hand too intimidating to hold?) Jonghyun’s going to change that.
Jonghyun’s free hand slides Kibum’s grip down and he locks his fingers with Kibum’s. He gives Kibum a squeeze and they exchange looks behind Minho, like they’re hiding something (maybe they are, but who cares).
The glint from Jonghyun’s eyes is telling Kibum that he’s silly. The way his lips curve is telling that Kibum that he is stupid. Jonghyun bites his lower lip and gently pulls Kibum closer.
I’m always here. You don’t need to reach out and grab me to reassure yourself that.
And Kibum sneers. Of course, Jonghyun would think like this.
Yeah, okay.
Kibum sounds like he’s going to shake off Jonghyun’s hand. But he only digs his hand deeper into the clutch. His smirk turns into a smile as he realizes that it worked. Kibum thanks Jonghyun mentally. He peeks over at his best friend, who’s ever so sure even when he, himself, is not.
Jonghyun has a big grin on his face, like he’s holding onto the best thing in the world. He thinks he’s blessed to know Kibum, fortunate to have him. Jonghyun likes how Kibum feeds his ego (because as much as it seems unnecessary, he can feel insecure at times).
So they’re both beaming for different reasons, but that doesn't matter because they’re happy.
Kibum thinks he really can’t leave now. He wants to stay, right here in his reserved spot next to Jonghyun.
I'll be here when you're ready.
Just this once Jinki’s going to try it. He’s going to attempt it without Kibum throwing him an annoyed look.
( So what if his crush is just a little too obvious? Jinki’s pretty sure a ton of others have crushes on Jonghyun. (If they can be obvious, why can’t he?) Why wouldn’t they?
Jinki thinks Jonghyun is the closest thing to perfection. Jinki tried to explain this to Kibum before, but Kibum didn’t want to hear it because he thinks listening to Jinki gush over Jonghyun is too creepy for his taste.
Jinki also tried to bug Minho about it, telling him that he likes Jonghyun’s lips the best. Minho asked Jinki about Jonghyun’s voice and Jinki was completely thrown off.
Taemin didn’t escape Jinki’s rants. Jinki asked Taemin whether Jonghyun’s lips or voice were better. Taemin opted for a “hyung, can you not?” so Jinki can only muse over Jonghyun to himself now.
Jinki assures himself that he’s Jonghyun’s number one fan. So what if he doesn’t have over 9000 pictures of Jonghyun saved to his hard drive? He doesn’t need it. If he wants to look at Jonghyun, he’ll just call him over. And if Jinki wants Jonghyun to stay for a while, he’ll just ask Jonghyun to share his iPod. They might even sing a song or two.
This is another thing that Jinki loves about Jonghyun - how they can just sing together with no purpose while they’re sprawled out on Jinki’s bed. When it comes Jonghyun’s turn to sing, Jinki turns his head to stare in awe. His eyes would linger to Jonghyun’s defined jaw line and Jinki has to hold back a stupid grin.
Jonghyun would never look at Jinki scornfully if he catches Jinki staring. He’d just laugh with smiling eyes and Jinki takes it as Jonghyun approving his crush. Jonghyun would tell Jinki about his day in a soft voice and Jinki would pocket all those words in heart. )
Jinki’s just going to stare and gawk at Jonghyun until Jonghyun returns this love. Jinki doesn’t mind waiting because there’s always waiting to be done in life and he’s lucky that he’s the patient type.
It isn't love, it's robbery.
Minho says he doesn’t have time for petty games. There will be no roses and holding hands. Certainly, he won’t whisper sweet nothings and not-so empty promises. Minho gets to the point, short and simple. Fancy words waste time and burn calories. He rather use that up on more useful things.
(And this is ok because Jonghyun could care less for romance.)
Some call him a tease, but he just enjoys the power to lead people on. Minho likes it when he sends shivers down people’s spines. He’ll even throw that seductive look to top off his act.
He doesn’t renounce the ones who fall for his bait, not one bit. As a matter of fact, he is grateful for them. Without them, he wouldn’t be able to keep doing what he enjoys.
Minho decides that he isn’t going to love, maybe he will when he’s 30 and ready for some wife and kids. But now, he’ll just take what he wants - a few rendezvous here and there.
Can I steal a touch? How about a few kisses on your neck?
Minho never asks; he’ll just charge in and take it. He doesn’t care if Jonghyun is indulged in a deep conversation with Kibum. Minho will cut them off. All he has to do is lean down to Jonghyun’s ears and whisper Jonghyun’s name.
Jonghyun complies and they go off. Minho likes it this way, he likes it a lot. He has Jonghyun by his finger, leading him anywhere he desires. Although Minho fancies Jonghyun’s company, he’s wary of his own feelings. He doesn’t want Jonghyun’s generosity to fool him.
Jonghyun doesn’t know about Minho and ignorance is certainly bliss. The message in his hopeful eyes never reaches Minho’s heart. Jonghyun wonders why Minho is reluctant, especially when Jonghyun wants to cuddle. As girly as that may sound, Jonghyun wants to experience the close scent of Minho and the warmth of his body. But Jonghyun is content with what he gets. In the end, it doesn’t matter because Jonghyun doesn’t lose anything. They don’t lose anything.
They’ll keep doing what they’re doing, enjoying each other. Minho’s sure that he’ll turn back and see Jonghyun following. And Minho will smile, confident and satisfied, at Jonghyun trailing after him.
Maybe Minho already stole Jonghyun’s heart, but he doesn’t know that Jonghyun will steal his in return
---
Something new I want to try :D What do you think?
Pimping shineeotp_aday
feedback post