Where'd you go?
→ Jonghyun/Onew; PG
The things I've lost won't leave a scar.
The way to love anything is
In a sea of people, I'm hiding -we're all hiding.
It's here where I don't have to be anybody. Not anybody's body.
I'm not Kim Jonghyun, not myself. Just a speck in a sea.
But it's here where I'm the loneliest. And the image of you floats into my head - bright smiles and warm touches. How you'd laugh at nothing and just hold my hand because everything will be just fine.
No. I can't crumble down to nothing here, not like this.
I know that the strength I want can't be your shoulder to lean on.
And I know that your embrace isn't a place for me to stay anymore.
So I'll let myself dream, yes? Let me close my eyes for a few seconds to search for that familiar feeling.
Maybe I'll see you there.
to realize that it might be lost.