Antimony.
Things new in my life:
1.)A book.
2.)A person.
3.)A band.
4.)A vision.
That's pretty much all. I spent the majority of my day reading more arcane topics that continue to come into my life. I've also found a gymnastics place that is cheap and has adult classes. I've gone to 2, and I plan to keep going as the workouts are great and I love to jump. I'm having fun in the new band project that I landed in. I think I will have fun playing with these gents, and that our music, though not 100% my style, will end up being fun to record and play live. Also:
I meditated today. I wrote down what happened.
"I stood in a forrest mid snow storm. A white sphere rolled towards me looking like a clouded crystal ball or Venus. As it rolled, it unfolded itself and appeared as a white hawk, with long tail feathers that stretched past the horizon. It perched atop the globe, it's eyes black and glassy, and asked me in the deepest voice what I wished to see."
Afterwards I laid down and closed my eyes. I began to dream, but the dream began to fragment as if it were being shredded. As the last piece fell, I opened my eyes to find myself conscious and aware, but in a new place, in new clothes and in pain. My entire body was vibrating and stinging, but I could not move. I was trapped between consciousness and dreaming. My soul vibrating to get out. I relaxed and commanded myself to move, and slowly I did. I would move, but to a point, and once there I found it impossible to raise my arms further, or to sit up. Panicking only paralyzed; my heart raced and deafened me with its beating. As I thought, the world changed. I made the sun rise, the colors change, but I could not move myself. I was paralyzed within the desire to control. The phone began to ring and the intensity of this alternate reality faded out to the dull drone of everyday emotion.
1.)A book.
2.)A person.
3.)A band.
4.)A vision.
That's pretty much all. I spent the majority of my day reading more arcane topics that continue to come into my life. I've also found a gymnastics place that is cheap and has adult classes. I've gone to 2, and I plan to keep going as the workouts are great and I love to jump. I'm having fun in the new band project that I landed in. I think I will have fun playing with these gents, and that our music, though not 100% my style, will end up being fun to record and play live. Also:
I meditated today. I wrote down what happened.
"I stood in a forrest mid snow storm. A white sphere rolled towards me looking like a clouded crystal ball or Venus. As it rolled, it unfolded itself and appeared as a white hawk, with long tail feathers that stretched past the horizon. It perched atop the globe, it's eyes black and glassy, and asked me in the deepest voice what I wished to see."
Afterwards I laid down and closed my eyes. I began to dream, but the dream began to fragment as if it were being shredded. As the last piece fell, I opened my eyes to find myself conscious and aware, but in a new place, in new clothes and in pain. My entire body was vibrating and stinging, but I could not move. I was trapped between consciousness and dreaming. My soul vibrating to get out. I relaxed and commanded myself to move, and slowly I did. I would move, but to a point, and once there I found it impossible to raise my arms further, or to sit up. Panicking only paralyzed; my heart raced and deafened me with its beating. As I thought, the world changed. I made the sun rise, the colors change, but I could not move myself. I was paralyzed within the desire to control. The phone began to ring and the intensity of this alternate reality faded out to the dull drone of everyday emotion.