maybe a real update
Life for the past two months has certainly been different. Yet another new job and this time a girlfriend. It's been a long time coming.
The job is steady but I'm equally starting to lose interest w/ it. I can never seem to want to stay at a job for too long. There's never enough work to do. And I can't have that. I always need to be working. I am blessed w/ the fact that I've met probably the coolest boss I'll ever have. But even his snide remarks and name callings in good faith are losing their effect. Fast. I tire of this job.
Heather is an interesting person for me. I'm not sure I quite understand her. It doesn't help that we're polar opposites. She's a Virgo and w/ me being a Pisces, things always get out of hand. I'm too much floating around all the time and coupled w/ her need to stay on the ground, there's never much of a balance. On the up side of things, it's great to have female companionship once again. However, unlike the previous times, I'm not in love w/ this one and yet she's claimed twice to have it for me. We've gotten into this pattern of watching movies that I bring over and then having to sit thru episodes of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Not that it's bad. I'm growing to like it.
So recently I just spent close to $300 that I didn't have. I'm so fucking impulsive. And now that my car is on the fritz and I have less than a grand in the bank, I've fucking screwed myself again. I told myself that I wouldn't do it again. Yeah right. I knew I shouldn't've gone w/ them to South Street. Of course that now means I'm stuck here even longer. God, I'm such a loser w/ money. If I hadn't spent all this money I'd probably be close to $1000 richer by now.
Well those are my problems now. I need more self-control.
Now I have to go restart the computer because it's making funny noises.
The job is steady but I'm equally starting to lose interest w/ it. I can never seem to want to stay at a job for too long. There's never enough work to do. And I can't have that. I always need to be working. I am blessed w/ the fact that I've met probably the coolest boss I'll ever have. But even his snide remarks and name callings in good faith are losing their effect. Fast. I tire of this job.
Heather is an interesting person for me. I'm not sure I quite understand her. It doesn't help that we're polar opposites. She's a Virgo and w/ me being a Pisces, things always get out of hand. I'm too much floating around all the time and coupled w/ her need to stay on the ground, there's never much of a balance. On the up side of things, it's great to have female companionship once again. However, unlike the previous times, I'm not in love w/ this one and yet she's claimed twice to have it for me. We've gotten into this pattern of watching movies that I bring over and then having to sit thru episodes of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Not that it's bad. I'm growing to like it.
So recently I just spent close to $300 that I didn't have. I'm so fucking impulsive. And now that my car is on the fritz and I have less than a grand in the bank, I've fucking screwed myself again. I told myself that I wouldn't do it again. Yeah right. I knew I shouldn't've gone w/ them to South Street. Of course that now means I'm stuck here even longer. God, I'm such a loser w/ money. If I hadn't spent all this money I'd probably be close to $1000 richer by now.
Well those are my problems now. I need more self-control.
Now I have to go restart the computer because it's making funny noises.