Jan 04, 2004 14:46
Don't get mad at me, this isn't to you. Yes, you, whoever you are reading this friggin entry.
Have I been naive too long? What's wrong with me - what's wrong with all of you?
You annoy me. You have the strange ability to make it all seem like crap. But it's not. Why are you so weak? Why do I have to be so strong? You make me want to strangle myself sometimes. I'm tired of living the lie that your feeding me. Take this dagger from my heart.
Is this an illusion?
Is this the way things really are?
Why can't you believe in me?
Why can't you see me for who I am?
Why do you want me to change? You're the ones who stay the same!
So many questions drown me. Who will save me now...
That's the last you'll hear of me for a long time. Enjoy.