Phone calls
I'M SO PISSED OFF! AT EVERYTHING!
my day was not very fun at all.
i woke up at 10 and watched a bit of Lord of the Rings with my brother and ate "brecky". THAN my life went to hell in a handbag!!! (I hardly ever get pissed off about little things but today is a bad day.)
than i called Talee at about 12:30 cause she told me to call her last night, so i did, and than she seems preoccupied with everyone else whome she talks to everyday.
If you are with other people and someone calls you (cause YOU told them too,) arn't you suppose to talk to that person more than the other people in the room?? or leave the room or head in to a corner so that you can hear them??
and than she says she needs to call me back cause they had to "talk about something" i'm like, "I already KNOW you are having a sleep over with them, so it's not a secret thing, cause you JUST told me you were, i ALREADY know what your gonna talk about cause belive it or not i can here every word people say in the backround."
AND i have to go do school work.
it's almost like: "YOU wanted me to call you, so i did, and now you don't actualy want to carry on a conversation with me. Sorry but you had ur chance to talk to me on the phone and you decided to talk to everyone else."
OK PEOPLE! SERIOUSLY i am NOT at peoples Beck and call all the time, you can't just call me whenever, i may not actualy GO to school but i do have to DO school work! DUH! so don't get pissy if i can't call you back or i say can't talk and hang up.
Talee- not like you'll ever read this. but whatever, you always say i should tell you when things bother me well than here i go... it seriously pissed me off today what you did, NEXT time you want me to call you, cant you actualy TALK to me? If you miss me so much, and you miss hanging out with me so much, than WHY when you tell me to call you and i do, you don't even have the curtisey to talk to me??
It REALLY hurt... cause i feel like, the ONLY reason you wanted me to call you, was so that it looked like you where "oh so close" with me, like you just wanted to show me off, "look Natalie called ME" that is seriously what it felt like. and it's not really the first time it has happened either, like i am returning your call and you have a ton of people over i'm like thats nice, "I'll call Nat, so she can call me back in a few hours, and make it look like i'm popular" or something! this is not probubly what in your mind you think your doing but thats deffinetly what it seems like, so be mindfull, that it REALLY hurts.
Ok so yeah what ever i'm over it now, i don't care about it anymore.
than after that i had a big break down with Math cause i don't UNDERSTAND it! GUH!!! than my mom went to the computer and bought me some new shoes which was the only shiney spot in my day so far.
Oh the spiders are back in my room i found a bite today on my back and on my leg JOY! were setting off a bomb right now.
Nothing new in Jellicle land, i think it's a slow day.
I'm sick and tierd of everything!!! i'm just SICK AND TIERD.
i'll probubly aploogise in my next post. guh.
I need to talk to Matt tonight, he (like always) will make me feel better,
i think it would be good if i talk to Katie as well, Katie i need a good strong dosse of "Feel better right now Valentine ness"
my day was not very fun at all.
i woke up at 10 and watched a bit of Lord of the Rings with my brother and ate "brecky". THAN my life went to hell in a handbag!!! (I hardly ever get pissed off about little things but today is a bad day.)
than i called Talee at about 12:30 cause she told me to call her last night, so i did, and than she seems preoccupied with everyone else whome she talks to everyday.
If you are with other people and someone calls you (cause YOU told them too,) arn't you suppose to talk to that person more than the other people in the room?? or leave the room or head in to a corner so that you can hear them??
and than she says she needs to call me back cause they had to "talk about something" i'm like, "I already KNOW you are having a sleep over with them, so it's not a secret thing, cause you JUST told me you were, i ALREADY know what your gonna talk about cause belive it or not i can here every word people say in the backround."
AND i have to go do school work.
it's almost like: "YOU wanted me to call you, so i did, and now you don't actualy want to carry on a conversation with me. Sorry but you had ur chance to talk to me on the phone and you decided to talk to everyone else."
OK PEOPLE! SERIOUSLY i am NOT at peoples Beck and call all the time, you can't just call me whenever, i may not actualy GO to school but i do have to DO school work! DUH! so don't get pissy if i can't call you back or i say can't talk and hang up.
Talee- not like you'll ever read this. but whatever, you always say i should tell you when things bother me well than here i go... it seriously pissed me off today what you did, NEXT time you want me to call you, cant you actualy TALK to me? If you miss me so much, and you miss hanging out with me so much, than WHY when you tell me to call you and i do, you don't even have the curtisey to talk to me??
It REALLY hurt... cause i feel like, the ONLY reason you wanted me to call you, was so that it looked like you where "oh so close" with me, like you just wanted to show me off, "look Natalie called ME" that is seriously what it felt like. and it's not really the first time it has happened either, like i am returning your call and you have a ton of people over i'm like thats nice, "I'll call Nat, so she can call me back in a few hours, and make it look like i'm popular" or something! this is not probubly what in your mind you think your doing but thats deffinetly what it seems like, so be mindfull, that it REALLY hurts.
Ok so yeah what ever i'm over it now, i don't care about it anymore.
than after that i had a big break down with Math cause i don't UNDERSTAND it! GUH!!! than my mom went to the computer and bought me some new shoes which was the only shiney spot in my day so far.
Oh the spiders are back in my room i found a bite today on my back and on my leg JOY! were setting off a bomb right now.
Nothing new in Jellicle land, i think it's a slow day.
I'm sick and tierd of everything!!! i'm just SICK AND TIERD.
i'll probubly aploogise in my next post. guh.
I need to talk to Matt tonight, he (like always) will make me feel better,
i think it would be good if i talk to Katie as well, Katie i need a good strong dosse of "Feel better right now Valentine ness"