Apr 03, 2006 20:11
Ok so WHY THE HELL IS IT ME????
I have been given a chance to increas my pay and hours. Problem is that it's cooking. I don't think I'm that good. It gets really hot on the hot line. It's not called the hot line for nothing. It can get up to 80F and you are running around in a small area trying to get all the dishes out and to the customers in a timely manner. If not, then they freak out on the servers and may not come back.
But mom wants me to do the Breakfast hours and maybe lunch. That means I have to wake my sorry ass out of bed at like 5:45 am..... It takes me a while to get out of bed, or at least wake up. That is the time I usually end up going to be! Ok so maybe a few hours earlier. The last two days I was in bed around 7 am and am up around 2 or 3 pm. What is that...like 7/8 hours of sleep.
I can't sleep at night, no matter how hard I try. Even if I stay awake for 36-48 hours, I still can't sleep. I really think I have that thing that is some scientific word that means not speeling at night. I can say it but being able to spell it is an amazing feat for me. So I won't even try.
Back to the point. I am currently learning the night shift cooking while maintaing my bussing and delivering job. And then you through the fact that I must be able to maintain all of this and then be able to help the severs, run the register. Granted on Tuesday I am able to let Raelynne seat people while I do everything else. She is no slacker, she pulls her weight and I pull mine. I'm more comfortable working with her and Mickel. Mike can seat and do the register but Ma don't want the younger individuals running the register.
Don't much care for John but I think he don't like me. I will be in the back trying to learn what I need to know so I can be a "chief". I thihk he thinks that I'm just slacking off and letting him do all the work. Granted it is slow but the fact is that I don't like to leave my bussers on their own, even if it is slow. I feel guilty because I am the 'lead' busser, I have to look out for my own, and look out for everyone else because I am the bosses daughter. I guess that means taking on more of the responsablities than my eldest sister.
Yes, I do want to own the restaurant. No, I don't want to deal with people. I think that is a bit odd. I am well on my way of being the next owner of the restaurant. If I keep learning about being a chief then I will be the back manager, that means more money and hours as well as more stress and dealing with people. I don't mind dealing with the emploies becasue I get along with them well enough. I just have a bit of a temper but I am able to keep that in check for the most part.
And this is how my world turns. Ok world, BRING IT ON!!!!!!!!!!