あかさたな立海なたさかあ

[phantom_lefty]

You ever have one of those times when you really, really, really wanna bite someone something. Anything. Like. Hard. But not to eat. Just to bite. ...Yeah, that.

... I totally just almost bit my sister in the arm, but she smacked me. ajksdhakjs AAAAAAAH. Going crazy here.

Okay. Meme. Distracting myself. askoldja.

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[borntokickass]

If the food doesn't work just let me know and I'll come over. Hell I'll come over anyway because this meme. ...yeah. I just really want to see you right now. Like a lot. So be at home tonight or I'll seriously kick your ass.

[phantom_lefty]

Food's not working, so. Come over. I really, really, really wanna see you, too. ...This meme what?

[borntokickass]

Okay that's good. I will. ...uh. Just. I don't know, there are a lot of things about it. It. I mean there's a lot of me on there but even your other answers just make me. Want to be close to you. ...or something sappy like that.

[phantom_lefty]

I'm not sitting in front of the door waiting. Really. I'm not. ...Oh. Ahaha, really? ...Mind if I ask like what? Or is that too. Y'know. Sappy?

[borntokickass]

wlknfsdsas I'm just changing before I head over okay. ...it's not sappy just. I don't want to tl;dr you. Unless you say it's okay or something.

[phantom_lefty]

Okay. Cool. Take your time. But hurry. ...It's okay. It won't be tl;dr.

[borntokickass]

I'm almost done I swear. Stop doing that wleknfsd. ...well okay.

I like that you're not available. I like being more than a crush. ...I've uh never seen you cry so I mean...what happened. I've seen you take down flies before so I believe it plus you have some fucking fantastic aim. I don't mind if you're a taker because it's you. The ice cream thing sounds disgusting. I didn't know you liked craziness too. Didn't really know you were seriously worried about the demon thing either - is that new. The worry, not the...yeah.

And just. I guess. Look I'll level with you. I fucking love being with you. But I sort of. Well. Thought maybe you'd get bored again. I mean I know how fucking dependent I was and sorry about that. But in the back of my mind I've. In a way. I wasn't sure you wanted it to last. And I didn't want to like. Go overboard or something. So I guess what I've been saying is I've been holding back.

I mean I've fucking missed you and I just. Don't want to do something that ends up being all. I don't

[phantom_lefty]

Okay, cool. Ahah. Doing what?

Of course I'm not available - I'm yours. You're so much more than a crush. ...I, um. Don't like crying around other people, but. I cried after y'know. We broke up. Back then. Ahah, taking down flies is an art. The ice cream is amazing! You've gotta try it. I love craziness. You're crazy. ...It's sort of new. Um.

I love you. Lots more than I thought I could love anyone. So. I want it to last. For a long, long time. I mean. It's been almost a year. And. ...You don't have to hold back. It's okay. I love you.

[borntokickass]

Making me want to start walking over even though I only have my pants on.

I like it every damn time you say that. So are you. ...oh. I sort of. Cried a lot during that time. I felt really pathetic about it. But anyway. ...I'll try the ice cream but if it's gross I'm spitting it out. Me too. I know. ...is it. I just. ...nevermind.

...really. I know it's been a while. Fuck I wish I knew how to tell you how much I love you but I guess my vocabulary about that stuff kind of sucks. ...are you sure.

[phantom_lefty]

...Ahaha. Okay, okay, I'll stop.

Fair enough about the ice cream. But you'll like it, I promise. ...You just...? Say what you wanna say.

It's okay. I get it. ...I'm sure. Very sure.

[borntokickass]

...right. I don't want to be annoying about those things but I mean. If there's something you're worried about. I don't know. I want to help. Or something. I mean you can still be crazy without worrying about it.

Do you. ...I fucking love it when you say stuff like that.

[phantom_lefty]

Well. It's not like... I worry about it all the time. Only sometimes. Not at all when I'm with you, though. It's fine. But thanks.

Yeah. I do. ...Ahah. Well, I try. ♥

[borntokickass]

...oh. I just wanted to make sure or something.

I really do love you, Akaya. A whole fucking lot. ♥

[phantom_lefty]

'S cool. Thanks for. Y'know. Wanting to help.

I really love you, too. More than I know how to say. ♥

[borntokickass]

Anything for you. I mean sure.

I feel fucking happy any time you're around. ♥

...I like that icon.

[phantom_lefty]

...Yeah?

Everything's stupid and boring when you're not around. ♥

Ahah. I got a few new ones.