the end
it's so bitter sweet when people give you their opinion on a relationship after its over. it's like - why didn't you mention this before?!?
and I know i'm the last one to want to get in the middle of someone elses love life...but...well whatever. I don't know how it lasted this long. I already feel lonely which makes no sense cause Gary and I were barely together that often.
i guess its just an emptiness, which i never should have depended on him to fill in the first place. i'm blaming myself although i know i did nothing wrong.
there were hints of what was to come that I did not yield to.
i'm spinning...falling; and have no idea of where i will land.