2005 new years resolutions
1.) drink tea instead of pop
2.)stop caring who was invited where and stop caring that i wasn't
3.) stop caring about people that are mean and selfish and start trying to figure myself out instead of figuring out others.
4.) i really need to stop caring that i got my two best friends christmas presants and i can't seem to get ahold of them, even though i have left messages.
5.) start really caring about the newspaper even though i don't like most of the people in it
6.) i need to sit down with my parents to satisfy their constant bagering of where i am going to college, even though i know i'm here a place i don't particularily want to go.
7.)get a job
8.) start caring about the way i feel about the way i look, if i care so much about my looks, then i should do something about it.
9.) try to decide if i want a tattoo, and what i would want/where
10.) try to let some of my old friends go, if they wanted to be my friend, i figure they would try to contact me.
on other notes, my birthday is on the january 14th, turning 18 yeah...i think laura and i might go on a road trip since i don't really want to have a party, because then you always have the people you don't invite, and then you feel bad. also, no offense to anyone but there aren't many people i feel a strong desire to spend my birthday with except laura since her birthday is on january 15th and we've been best friends since 7th grade. i feel like this entry might be offensive to some people, but starting 2005 i don't think i care too much...but it isn't working, i still do care how you guys feel but i am too depressed right now to stop typing and delete this entry. i want you guys to all know that your still my friends your just distant and you seem to live far away, even though most of you live right here in iowa city.
on a happy note i'm turning 18 in 2 weeks, there is no school today, and i graduate in five months.
2.)stop caring who was invited where and stop caring that i wasn't
3.) stop caring about people that are mean and selfish and start trying to figure myself out instead of figuring out others.
4.) i really need to stop caring that i got my two best friends christmas presants and i can't seem to get ahold of them, even though i have left messages.
5.) start really caring about the newspaper even though i don't like most of the people in it
6.) i need to sit down with my parents to satisfy their constant bagering of where i am going to college, even though i know i'm here a place i don't particularily want to go.
7.)get a job
8.) start caring about the way i feel about the way i look, if i care so much about my looks, then i should do something about it.
9.) try to decide if i want a tattoo, and what i would want/where
10.) try to let some of my old friends go, if they wanted to be my friend, i figure they would try to contact me.
on other notes, my birthday is on the january 14th, turning 18 yeah...i think laura and i might go on a road trip since i don't really want to have a party, because then you always have the people you don't invite, and then you feel bad. also, no offense to anyone but there aren't many people i feel a strong desire to spend my birthday with except laura since her birthday is on january 15th and we've been best friends since 7th grade. i feel like this entry might be offensive to some people, but starting 2005 i don't think i care too much...but it isn't working, i still do care how you guys feel but i am too depressed right now to stop typing and delete this entry. i want you guys to all know that your still my friends your just distant and you seem to live far away, even though most of you live right here in iowa city.
on a happy note i'm turning 18 in 2 weeks, there is no school today, and i graduate in five months.