Coming home
I've made the decision to come home early. Not terribly early, only about 2 weeks. Amy is coming the first of May, and she's staying for a few days, so I will probably fly out of here on the 7th or 8th, be home in time for my birthday.
It's time. I feel ready. I love Ireland, but without Mikal, it will be an awfully lonely place. My meditation plan didn't pan out here, and there are plenty of places I can take meditation classes back home (including meditative knitting!) Also, I can actually start working out when I get home. Lauren and I are going to take yoga, I can go swimming with my mommy. It'll be great!
Plus I just miss Heather. Really a lot. It's time for me to see my sister again. End of story.
So yep! When the plans are finalized more, I will let you know. I'll miss the people I met here (or maybe just Ronan and Kicki) but I hardly saw them anyway. Kicki was too busy for me, and Ronan lived too far away.
I feel good about this.
I'm a bit bummed, because it was supposed to be Ariel and Mikal day today, except Mikal isn't home yet from Adrian's, and it's already 2:00. There is also this house party that a friend of Adrian's is having. Well, sort of Mikal and Adrian and his friend. They're all co-hosting. I've been invited, and Mikal really wants me to go. I just... I don't like beer pong! I don't like drinking games! ESPECIALLY not in a room of people I don't know/am not comfortable with.
I feel sort of bad, since it'll be one of the last times to see Mikal, but at the same time, I feel really uncomfortable about it.
I won't go. I needed to justify it to myself, and I just did. Excellent. I can read, or write, or watch Caprica or something else equally as awesome. Because nerdiness >>> drinking.
I'm going to start posting icons at the bottom of my posts. Cause its fun. And I love icons.
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It's time. I feel ready. I love Ireland, but without Mikal, it will be an awfully lonely place. My meditation plan didn't pan out here, and there are plenty of places I can take meditation classes back home (including meditative knitting!) Also, I can actually start working out when I get home. Lauren and I are going to take yoga, I can go swimming with my mommy. It'll be great!
Plus I just miss Heather. Really a lot. It's time for me to see my sister again. End of story.
So yep! When the plans are finalized more, I will let you know. I'll miss the people I met here (or maybe just Ronan and Kicki) but I hardly saw them anyway. Kicki was too busy for me, and Ronan lived too far away.
I feel good about this.
I'm a bit bummed, because it was supposed to be Ariel and Mikal day today, except Mikal isn't home yet from Adrian's, and it's already 2:00. There is also this house party that a friend of Adrian's is having. Well, sort of Mikal and Adrian and his friend. They're all co-hosting. I've been invited, and Mikal really wants me to go. I just... I don't like beer pong! I don't like drinking games! ESPECIALLY not in a room of people I don't know/am not comfortable with.
I feel sort of bad, since it'll be one of the last times to see Mikal, but at the same time, I feel really uncomfortable about it.
I won't go. I needed to justify it to myself, and I just did. Excellent. I can read, or write, or watch Caprica or something else equally as awesome. Because nerdiness >>> drinking.
I'm going to start posting icons at the bottom of my posts. Cause its fun. And I love icons.
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