i'm spilling my guts.

[phantasma_]

 washing away.
     nothing at all.

sitting in the darkness.
 of this lonliness.
my so called heart.
         the beating is slowly stopping.

the rotting on the inside.
                  is spreading to the outside.
the curtains closed.
the lights turned off.

think of me when the darkness comes.
i don't hear my lungs breathing anymore.
          its almost over.
   silver and cold.
                 deep and red.

nothing so beautiful.
these moments will never last.
                                   i only want the silence.

falling deeper.