No telling when, be ready for the journey...
[ The Basics ]
:: Name? Joanna Kay Smith
:: Any nicknames? Jody, Dizzle, Diz, Jode
:: Date of birth? Dec 4th '91
:: Age? 16 going on 17
:: Gender? Female
[ More In-Depth ]
:: Height? Five nine-ish
:: Shoe-size? 9 to ten
:: Eye color/any contacts or glasses? Blue/nope
:: Hair color/natural or dyed? Brown/natural
:: Describe yourself with 4 words: Dramatic, humorous, compassionate, blunt
:: How do people often describe you? Pretty much the same as the above
:: Best qualities? I really listen to people and give good advice. I can put up with really messed-up people.
:: Any worst qualities? I'm pushy. Very pushy.
:: Hobbies? Reading, writing, listening to music, photoshop, singing
[ School Spirit ]
:: Do you like school? Ehhhh it's okay.
:: Part of any certain cliques? Drama geeks, sure.
:: Describe your school with 5 words: Diverse, shiny, misunderstood, open, dependable
:: Describe your teachers with 5 words: Varied, crazy, immature...uh, I don't know.
:: Favorite subject[s]? Drama, music, English. English is the only one where I don't feel like I'm babysitting my teacher.
:: Favorite teachers/classes? I love Smitty, but she's sort of like a crazy aunt. Mr. Wallace is a serious BAMF though.
[ Your Family ]
:: Do you like your family? Most of the time.
:: Any siblings/names? Nope
:: If so, describe with 4 words: Nope.
:: Any divorces with parents? My parents were both divorced once before they married each other...
:: Strict family, or just carefree? Generally carefree, strict about the weirdest things.
:: Family member you seem closest to? My mom. Outside of my immediate family, probably Lindsey or Melissa.
[ Love Life ]
:: Do you have a crush? If so, who? We're skipping this section.
:: Describe them in 4 words:
:: What do you like best about them?
:: Are you ever going to tell them?
:: A boy/girlfriend? If so, who? Thurston McCoy Bridger.
:: Describe them in 4 words: Sensitive, intelligent, romantic, hilarious
:: What do you like best about them? The fact that he can show his emotions so freely. And most of his really intense emotions have to do with me.
:: What can they work on? His self-esteem.
:: Let's be honest; how long do you think it'll last? FOREVER. I'm not even exaggerating.
:: Any crushes on actors/actresses? If so, who? Alan Rickman, Naveen Andrews, Robert Westenberg (which is interesting, because I actually know him)
:: What do you like about them; their acting or their looks? Mostly the acting, but the looks too in Naveen's case.
:: Musicians? If so, who? Brandon Flowers is pretty smexy. I'm also slightly attracted to Weird Al, sorry.
:: What do you like about them; their music or their looks? Music, definitely. And Al's hair.
:: Do you like taking the lead in a relationship? It depends on what you mean. I don't have a whole lot of experience.
:: Be the first to kiss someone? I was the first to kiss Thurston, and...yeah, I guess. It's better than the anxiety of waiting around for it to happen.
:: Ask them out/tell them you like them first? No. That has never served me well.
:: Do you usually 'break the ice' during akward silences? THERE ARE NO AWKWARD SILENCES.
[ Love Life - Female Section ]
:: What kind of physical features do you find appealing:
:: Long/short hair? Medium. Long enough to hold on to. Hahahha.....
:: Freckles? Not opposed to them.
:: Dimples? Also not opposed.
:: A good smile or a good laugh? As in, a choice? Smile is better. Thurston sounds like a dolphin.
:: Tanned or fair skin? Fair.
:: Athletic or lanky? Lanky. Or cuddly. Whichever. Muscles are overrated.
:: Classy or casual clothes? Classy.
:: How important are looks to you? Fairly. You can't be a fug, but I'm not shallow.
:: What kind of personality[ies] do you find appealing:
:: Naughty or nice? Public niceness. Hidden naughty side.
:: Mysterious or just fun to be with? Just fun. Mysterious is overrated.
:: Brains or brawl type of guy? BRAAAAAINS are so sexy. Not like...in a zombie sort of way.
:: How would you feel about a guy crying in front of you? I LOVE IT. It makes me want to love them forever.
:: Sensitive or tough guy? Sensitive, clearly.
:: Innocent, deep, or macho? Deep. Macho is annoying.
:: How important are personalities to you? Very. Most important thing.
[ Your Favorites ]
:: Movie[s]? Galaxy Quest, The Birdcage, Waiting for Guffman
:: TV Show[s]? Slings & Arrows, Lost
:: CD/song[s]? The soundtrack to anything, Alanis Morissette's Collection
:: Band[s]? The Dresden Dolls, The Killers, Panic! at the Disco, Belle and Sebastian
:: Singer[s]?Alanis, Amanda Palmer, Ben Folds
:: Musician[s]? REDUNDANT.
:: Color[s]? Green and black. Blue is good too.
:: The most favorite random thing on your computer desk? Comedy and tragedy masks.
:: Any favorite friend? Paige is the one I'm closest to right now.
:: Type of beverage/alcoholic or non? Diet Dr. Pepper.
:: Candy or snacks? Mary Janes are AMAZING. And Junior Mints.
:: Number? I like 12. 12 is good. And 24.
:: Brand of tissues? What?! I don't care!
[ This or That ]
:: Strawberries or cherries? Strawberries.
:: Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi
:: Music or Television? Music
:: Mails or e-mails? Mail
:: Online Messengers or the phone? Phone
:: In person or online? In person.
:: Love or lust? Love that justifies lust.
:: Pencils or pens? pens
:: Cake or pie? Pie
:: Cosmetics or clothes? Clothes
:: Roses or Tulips? Roses
:: Metal or Techno? Techno
:: Paper clips or duct tape? Paperclips
[ Your Friends ]
:: Do you have friends? No. None. At all.
:: Do you like your friends? Nope. No one likes their friends, what are you talking about?!
:: Who's the nicest? ...I don't think I have any nice friends. HAH! Maybe Callie?
:: Cleanest?Malia.
:: Funniest? Everyone is hilarious. No use trying this one.
:: Kindest/most caring? Paige? Elle?
:: Wild/bubbly one? Lauren and Casye.
:: Rebel? Morgan, Elle, Karina.
:: Oldest? [how long they've been your friend, not age] Paige
:: The greatest person in the world? Thurston. No contest. Don't try telling me about anyone else.
:: Just plain weird one? Clayton and Karina are the weirdest
:: Narrow your friends down to your 5 closest, and give each of them a word that'd sum them up: Unique, vulnerable, powerful, insecure, loyal
:: Are they really your most trusted friends, or just people you wave and smile at? I trust all of those people with my life.
:: The friend you probably hang out/talk with the most: Thurston, but other than that probably Paige or Sally.
[ The Last Person/Thing You ]
:: Ate? Mango sorbet
:: Drank? Diet Dr. Pepper
:: Read? Silence of the Lambs
:: Listened to? So Much Better--Legally Blonde
:: Hugged? Paige
:: Kissed? Thurston
:: Talked with? Paige
:: Laughed with? Paige
:: Smiled at? Clayton
:: Blush at? Thurston
:: Missed? I really miss K and C.
:: Poked? Thurston
:: Annoyed? Sally
:: Got mad at? Callie
:: Said sorry to? Clayton
Now that that's over, how about an actual update?
Guys, my life is incredible. Can we just recap a bit? Remember that insecure, bitter, irritable girl that thought she was some kind of sick joke? She's gone. Anyone who hasn't seen me in a while, good luck recognizing me. I am happy. I smile a lot. I give people a chance to not piss me off.
If you ever get the chance to fall in love, go for it. If it's real, mutual, and deep, it can make you an infinitely better person. I feel like I'm who I was always meant to be, but I never found the motivation to be. It's also scary as hell.
I really need to update more, I'm sorry. I love you all. And I miss you.