even more drama
so yea i do one of my friends a favor by takin his lil cuzin around boston job hunting, i really didn't have to do that considering i had a paper to do and i was sick, but nah the nice person in me decided to do it cuz i made a promise. it was awkward between me and his cuzin so i'm strugglin to make conversation, so we start talkin about guys. yea at one point i did have a crush on my friend so i was tellin his cuz how i felt it was mad grimey for him to talk about other girls to me knowin that i liked him at the time. now that me and him were just friends, i was cool with it. we (me and my friend) were talkin on the phone that day and it seemed like he hung up on me after i did him that favor, but he sed he lost service. i was mad at the moment the call ended so i was talkin to his cuzin sayin "yo he just fuckin hung up on me, i feel that was an asshole thing to do esp after i just did him a favor, he's an asshole" and i was mad. so a few days later he finds out that i sed this and some other added details which were taken out of context but wutever and i'm a grimey person and that he doesn't want to b my friend ne more. i'm like wtf? i do him and his cuz a favor and now i come out lookin like the bitch.
so now i lost a friend who i really wanted a long friendship from cuz he made me feel more at home in boston. he doesn't even want to hear me out now and i look like a complete bitch to him, which really hurts cuz i was goin out of my way to b nice to him and his cuzin b'cuz he made me feel so at home in boston. y is all this drama coming my way in such a short period of time, first this bullshit with mike and now this mess with my friend. i'm mad sad now that he doesn't want to b my friend. ahhhhhhhhhhhh y me? i can't deal with all this stress now. i also have mad family issues, like the fact that my brother might b dying and there's nothin i can do to help him, my parents don't care about ne thing ne more, they just want to b apart from each other and i also have school to worry about. y me? y now?
so now i lost a friend who i really wanted a long friendship from cuz he made me feel more at home in boston. he doesn't even want to hear me out now and i look like a complete bitch to him, which really hurts cuz i was goin out of my way to b nice to him and his cuzin b'cuz he made me feel so at home in boston. y is all this drama coming my way in such a short period of time, first this bullshit with mike and now this mess with my friend. i'm mad sad now that he doesn't want to b my friend. ahhhhhhhhhhhh y me? i can't deal with all this stress now. i also have mad family issues, like the fact that my brother might b dying and there's nothin i can do to help him, my parents don't care about ne thing ne more, they just want to b apart from each other and i also have school to worry about. y me? y now?