Apr 13, 2006 16:34
Attention Pimps and Hoes:
Well, I exist again, not grounded, but probably should be with my report card. Yeah, I got a 79 average, yeah my worst ever. I've never been a "great" student, but it seems like i would always be able to pull out some nice grades. Like last year i pulled honor roll, and then this year, the most important year, i fuck up. Well yeah but my mom wasn't mad, I've neglected to tell my dad about it, but i will tomorrow. And I've got the SAT's coming up in a few weeks, it's alittle scary. One, 'cause i need to do well on them. Two, 'casue it just keeps telling me that I don't have as much time left as i think i do. And I happen to finally find someone for me when it gets towards to the end . But, i love steph, and we can make the best of it. As well as with my friends. And since I have been grounded for so long, i dont know, i feel alittle out of the loop. Not saying i feel excluded, I just feel like I have missed a great deal of stuff. And instead of just doing what everyone else did and leave comments on Jamie's LJ, i figured I would talk here. And well since I am really jsut coming back to like life around here, I know i havn't been around for most of it but yeah I know whats going on. Yeah things are changing, people are drifting, and new groups are being formed. But honestly, as much as i loved the way things used to be, I can't say that this change is effecting me as much as i would think. 'Cause I know that whatever happens with everyone, my real true friends will be the ones that I will be with in the end. Yeah, I know that me drifting from certain people can be blamed on me being imprisoned for two months, but you can tell when people have changed, or people are the same as they used to be but you realize you dont need it anymore.
But anyway, tuesday after school, it was so good. Steph came home with me, then we went to Dev and had BALL N BREW, prob one of the best times I've had in a long time. Alot of people came, and over all it was fun.
Last night was my first night of actaully hanging out with my mineola friends. And we all just chilled by Jackson Ave. It was cool, some people may have a different out look on it 'cause i dont know they think people are dumb. But I found the night to be quite fun. Just hanging out with everyone felt really good. I saw Fwank for the first time in a really long time, and it was really good and i realize how much I missed him ha. Yeah and obv Bren was there and it felt really good like being with like Bren and Frank cause like I haven't been with them together in god knows how long. And I'm pretty pumped to start having our little hangouts. Pete came and that was good, always a good time seeing him and groping him and what not. Saw Terry, Louis, Carmine, Greg, Chris, Nick, Matt Andrew and everyone, and that was cool casue i havent seen any of them in so long. Chilled with Meredith and taht was good cause shes one of my best friends. Saw A!ex Montreal Canada , StephKlein, Jamie, Diana(even though i got to see her everyday of my life... yay:)) And yeah so many people didnt keep track of 'em all. But anyway it was fun, yeah I guess you can say people are drifting, but some people see it from different points of view. I think although some bad can come from it, it will all work out for the best. But some people i dont know, we'll see.
Yeah, thats all about that, today i got report card as I said, went to the orthodontist, gotta do some SAT work, and tonight I'm going to Steph's and thats obv gonna be awesome. I think we're chilling with Steph D too, that should be fun i haven't chilled iwth her in a while. But yeah i cant wait for the rest of break, mad just good times, brews, bros, hoes, and sleepover time here.
SO yeah I'm done. Leave all the comments you want, positive and negative, always open to everything
loveyouall<3