musings
I went ahead and submitted myself as a beta to the Glee femslash comm. We'll see if i catch any biters. If i was looking for a beta, and reviewed my own journal (which, of course, i did, just as soon as it occurred to me that others would be), i would chuckle out a "no fucking way" before clicking onward to better prospects. Not to diss myself, 'cause i'm totally like, way smart and shit... < insert blank stare here >
Haha Just saying. I wouldn't be impressed if i were someone else looking at my own rambles that are posted here. 'Course, that being said, i'm not willing to expose the other little corners of the internet that *would* be a good conveyance of my English composition skills.
Well, i'm not.
So now what do we do?
Obscure America's Next Top Model reference? Check! Moving on...
Glee Notes:
- So i'm not totally thrilled with the love letter to Kurt that Glee has kind of become.
- I'm also not as fiery as everyone else seems to be regarding the "horrible treatment of Rachel." Don't get me wrong, they pick on her when they're supposed to be her friends, but the whole show has been that way. When did the fans suddenly become not okay with how the show was based?
- Still DGAF about Will, but whatever. Go Emma, get you some of that "hottest dentist in the world."
- Blank stare for Brit/Artie. Love Brit, but not with Artie. "Please can i have the magic comb??" was made of win, though.
- Loving the Quinn/Sam, even if it steps on my Faberry heart. Faberry will never be in canon and i'm damn sure not holding my breath for it, so why not let Quinn be a little happy?
- Not down with Finn totally ditching out on Rachel over her messing with Puck, but its understandable. I'm not one of the rabid Rachel fans that is totally Finn-hating because he is upset that his NEW girlfriend did the exact same thing his OLD girlfriend did, and only the best friend he thought was such an asshole stopped it. That makes total sense, really. That said... lying the whole time to her when she's trying to gear herself up to "give herself" to you or whatever is pretty douche-y.
- Sing it, Santana! Gotta love her lines, too.. she's such a bitch, i love it.
Glee related personal note:
So Rachel goes off in the episode about her fantasies of her funeral and Kurt looks at her like she's crazy, fan-boards go nuts about her suicidal ideations, and everyone furrows their brows. This was entirely normal to me. I was talking to my girls the next day about it and how it was funny that Kurt looked at her like that, only to be met with them looking at me like that. Well, shit. Apparently, that's not normal? Who knew? I've done that my whole life. Especially if upset with someone or in a fight, i think of how much they'll miss me and how they'll act when i'm dead. Selfish, childish, emo-- most likely all of the above. *shrug* Interesting to discover.
Other notes:
- I've decided i am a judgmental (i prefer the non-word term judge-y) voyeur, through and through. I like to watch people, not necessarily interact with them. I do it constantly at work, on the internet, while driving... i like to watch people and make observations, then from those observations make speculative judgments about their lives. Talking to them and interacting with them spoils the fun, by confirming or denying my speculation.
.....
Also weird, i'm learning, though maybe not as rare as fantasizing about your funeral without wishing to be dead.
- Anyways. Saw the new Harry Potter. Yum for Emma Watson and for getting to the movie of the books i haven't read yet! Gave me a resurged interest in HP fanfic. It was short-lived, no worries.
- Currently watching this month's HP marathon on ABC Fam.. w00t!
- Created a tumblr. Only to tell fuckyeahpervyfangirls that they rock. And to follow my favorite tumblrs without hiking the bookmark trail.
- Haven't played Fallout 3 in a while, which makes me sad. But i did stumble across a Fallout/Glee crossover with Santana and Quinn. Interesting, to say the least. The link escapes me currently. Kind of reminded me, in a way, of a Pezberry AU i read a while back. Really well done, should go hunt that one down again. I think i just might, actually.
Haha Just saying. I wouldn't be impressed if i were someone else looking at my own rambles that are posted here. 'Course, that being said, i'm not willing to expose the other little corners of the internet that *would* be a good conveyance of my English composition skills.
Well, i'm not.
So now what do we do?
Obscure America's Next Top Model reference? Check! Moving on...
Glee Notes:
- So i'm not totally thrilled with the love letter to Kurt that Glee has kind of become.
- I'm also not as fiery as everyone else seems to be regarding the "horrible treatment of Rachel." Don't get me wrong, they pick on her when they're supposed to be her friends, but the whole show has been that way. When did the fans suddenly become not okay with how the show was based?
- Still DGAF about Will, but whatever. Go Emma, get you some of that "hottest dentist in the world."
- Blank stare for Brit/Artie. Love Brit, but not with Artie. "Please can i have the magic comb??" was made of win, though.
- Loving the Quinn/Sam, even if it steps on my Faberry heart. Faberry will never be in canon and i'm damn sure not holding my breath for it, so why not let Quinn be a little happy?
- Not down with Finn totally ditching out on Rachel over her messing with Puck, but its understandable. I'm not one of the rabid Rachel fans that is totally Finn-hating because he is upset that his NEW girlfriend did the exact same thing his OLD girlfriend did, and only the best friend he thought was such an asshole stopped it. That makes total sense, really. That said... lying the whole time to her when she's trying to gear herself up to "give herself" to you or whatever is pretty douche-y.
- Sing it, Santana! Gotta love her lines, too.. she's such a bitch, i love it.
Glee related personal note:
So Rachel goes off in the episode about her fantasies of her funeral and Kurt looks at her like she's crazy, fan-boards go nuts about her suicidal ideations, and everyone furrows their brows. This was entirely normal to me. I was talking to my girls the next day about it and how it was funny that Kurt looked at her like that, only to be met with them looking at me like that. Well, shit. Apparently, that's not normal? Who knew? I've done that my whole life. Especially if upset with someone or in a fight, i think of how much they'll miss me and how they'll act when i'm dead. Selfish, childish, emo-- most likely all of the above. *shrug* Interesting to discover.
Other notes:
- I've decided i am a judgmental (i prefer the non-word term judge-y) voyeur, through and through. I like to watch people, not necessarily interact with them. I do it constantly at work, on the internet, while driving... i like to watch people and make observations, then from those observations make speculative judgments about their lives. Talking to them and interacting with them spoils the fun, by confirming or denying my speculation.
.....
Also weird, i'm learning, though maybe not as rare as fantasizing about your funeral without wishing to be dead.
- Anyways. Saw the new Harry Potter. Yum for Emma Watson and for getting to the movie of the books i haven't read yet! Gave me a resurged interest in HP fanfic. It was short-lived, no worries.
- Currently watching this month's HP marathon on ABC Fam.. w00t!
- Created a tumblr. Only to tell fuckyeahpervyfangirls that they rock. And to follow my favorite tumblrs without hiking the bookmark trail.
- Haven't played Fallout 3 in a while, which makes me sad. But i did stumble across a Fallout/Glee crossover with Santana and Quinn. Interesting, to say the least. The link escapes me currently. Kind of reminded me, in a way, of a Pezberry AU i read a while back. Really well done, should go hunt that one down again. I think i just might, actually.