Chapters in life....
So tonight was the last class i had to go to for uni. strange, as i left i felt nothing. no sense of completion, no sense of accomplishment. nothing, just another night leaving the same building, catching the same train home.
admittedly i havnt quite completely finished yet i have an exam- in a month *sighs* such a long way away.
i thought that i might have had a small bit of excitement, apparently not.
today was also a year to the day since my grandfather died, as well as a year since my life turned upside down and i decided to move up to bris.
strange looking back at how much can happen in a year and in what a different head space i am from 1 year ago. today i was speaking to one of my friends about everything that was happening a year ago in my life, i thought that i had let go of it all and moved out, yet as soon as i started talking about my grandfather and ex and everything else tht was happening i couldnt help but cry. why is it that we always try to fool ourselves into a false sense of security?
*sighs* i guess i just have alot more to work through than i thought.
admittedly i havnt quite completely finished yet i have an exam- in a month *sighs* such a long way away.
i thought that i might have had a small bit of excitement, apparently not.
today was also a year to the day since my grandfather died, as well as a year since my life turned upside down and i decided to move up to bris.
strange looking back at how much can happen in a year and in what a different head space i am from 1 year ago. today i was speaking to one of my friends about everything that was happening a year ago in my life, i thought that i had let go of it all and moved out, yet as soon as i started talking about my grandfather and ex and everything else tht was happening i couldnt help but cry. why is it that we always try to fool ourselves into a false sense of security?
*sighs* i guess i just have alot more to work through than i thought.