rah
Contemplating your future every day of your life is not a very healthy way to go..I have been wondering where the heck my life is going and what the hell my purpose is..how wise of me. I have spent the last 3 months training a temp and doing extra work that I shouldnt be doing. Now another temp has arrived and I have to train him too, which is not my job!!! I have found out that my cousin has actually got the job that is going in my part of the clinic, and i hate it. I do NOT want to work with a family member..i want my work life and my family life to be totally separate, and it is only allowed to occasionally mesh when i meet my sister for lunch. I will be working in that place for 3 years on the 10th February and maybe, according to Noelene, this is the chance i was waiting for , for a good ol fashioned kick up the ass. Saving is starting this month for hopefully a year packed full of adventures, beautiful scenery and culture. Im stuck.Literally. in what seems to me to be a dead end job..but isnt..but it doesnt challenge me, excite me, let me use my brain for a second, it basically keeps me going on the run of the mill 9-5 day by day routine that is admin.and this is not what i want. I would be happier picking freakin apples from trees while listening to music and actually meeting ppl, than sitting a desk typing all day and basically being a skivy. But hey, if i want sumthing doing, as always, il have to do it myself.