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[ph0en1xxx]

what do i do? i was about to tell him that i like think travers is hot and he said he had to go. i am never gonna be able to do this. ever. i feel like its over for us to me, but not for him. we rushed into it. i mean, im sure thats not all. i really hate it when he drags me away from my friends to be with him. and that he awlways has to be with me. maybe im just making excuses, and im too immature for a boyfriend. im scared to hurt him. i want HIM to dump ME.

i dont want him to be angry at me. i want to stay friends. im pissed at myself for this. i want him to be happy.