had a bad day again, she said i would not understand....
what the hell is wrong here? is it me? is it him? is it her? is it that? is it this? why do i feel the way i do? whats missing? or what shouldnt be here? why am i so goddamn confused? im stuck in neutral, and i dont know whether i should keep going or slow down. what is expected of me? why is this so damn difficult? heres one explanation i found: anna: why do relationships have to be so hard? peyton: cause the only thing harder is being alone. im not sure if thats true though. i dont know whats true anymore. none of my music can help me out here. i feel so lost. its been a DAY! one goddamn day, and im freaking out.