Update
Gonna try and give a complete-- or close to, update. Just don't know what to start with. Let me think. Yeah. Okay.
Job
At work I got a raise, woohoo! I've gone up two freaking dollars since I started there, and I think that's fan-fucking-tastic! And I am finally comfortable with the whole closer thing, and getting way, way, way more comfortable around Pat's. It's just that my comfort level seems to take me fucking eons longer than most people to reach. Also, I am getting better at telling people to take care of shit. Mostly it's that there is a "new crew"-- people that weren't there before I was a closer. I'm also getting damn good on the grill. Still not a Friday night person, but fuck it, oh well.
School
I'm taking a public speaking class-- maybe I already wrote this? Oh fucking well. And it causes me so much goddamned anxiety, but that is the whole point of me taking it. To help me get over that, or at least learn how to cope with it. But except for me and the instructor everyone has kids-- some have grandkids. There are only about 10 people in the class but shit, it's weird. I'm prepping for a speech in a week-ish that I've chosen to do on the physiological/chemical aspects of romantic love. I chose that all by myself, fucking great.
"Matt"
Matt. Let's just call him Matt. That's what I've been doing. I like him, a lot. But uhhh...some things just don't seem to make sense. Or be safe. I'm going over to his house today...Gonna have to evaluate shit then. I'm just so confused on this part of my life. But hey, usually I don't have a "part" like this, so cool. But I could literally gush about him. How fucking sad/great. Anyways, more on that one later.
My roooooom
Ahhhhhh! Fucking awesome great kick ass fucking yeah! I've been redecorating my room and buying new shit for it like almost every day, and it's just great. It's all black and red and sooooo hot! The only things that I need now are a black rug, black and red paint, and a cool body length mirror. I've got all this great fabric and lace and wall hangings and shit. It's the best room I've ever had. And it's cleeeeean! I've never been able to keep my room this clean for this long. Woohoo.
AMP
I'm going to see Amanda here pretty soon for like nine days. That's gonna be fucking awesome. But uhhh...I haven't talked to her in awhile. I gotta call her!
Okay, later.
Job
At work I got a raise, woohoo! I've gone up two freaking dollars since I started there, and I think that's fan-fucking-tastic! And I am finally comfortable with the whole closer thing, and getting way, way, way more comfortable around Pat's. It's just that my comfort level seems to take me fucking eons longer than most people to reach. Also, I am getting better at telling people to take care of shit. Mostly it's that there is a "new crew"-- people that weren't there before I was a closer. I'm also getting damn good on the grill. Still not a Friday night person, but fuck it, oh well.
School
I'm taking a public speaking class-- maybe I already wrote this? Oh fucking well. And it causes me so much goddamned anxiety, but that is the whole point of me taking it. To help me get over that, or at least learn how to cope with it. But except for me and the instructor everyone has kids-- some have grandkids. There are only about 10 people in the class but shit, it's weird. I'm prepping for a speech in a week-ish that I've chosen to do on the physiological/chemical aspects of romantic love. I chose that all by myself, fucking great.
"Matt"
Matt. Let's just call him Matt. That's what I've been doing. I like him, a lot. But uhhh...some things just don't seem to make sense. Or be safe. I'm going over to his house today...Gonna have to evaluate shit then. I'm just so confused on this part of my life. But hey, usually I don't have a "part" like this, so cool. But I could literally gush about him. How fucking sad/great. Anyways, more on that one later.
My roooooom
Ahhhhhh! Fucking awesome great kick ass fucking yeah! I've been redecorating my room and buying new shit for it like almost every day, and it's just great. It's all black and red and sooooo hot! The only things that I need now are a black rug, black and red paint, and a cool body length mirror. I've got all this great fabric and lace and wall hangings and shit. It's the best room I've ever had. And it's cleeeeean! I've never been able to keep my room this clean for this long. Woohoo.
AMP
I'm going to see Amanda here pretty soon for like nine days. That's gonna be fucking awesome. But uhhh...I haven't talked to her in awhile. I gotta call her!
Okay, later.