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so i had a bad day yesterday with someone that i like. It kinda made me reevaluate how i feel and her actual personality. Im starting to think that she's a little 2-faced and that she kinda walks all over me...maybe its just easy to do cause im nice to people i like. i dunno, there have only been a couple of people that i've had the chance to be with and they werent like that, but something happened and it didnt work out. oh well i'll find someone better or maybe im wrong about her. amanda also still wants to be with me, so i gotta hide that one. Damn firefighters are idiots! yes me included lol. Seriously though, an ex of mine (richard) works at the same company as me, yet he's mad cause i wont have "sexual relations" with him. He's jealous cause i hang out with Wade and is goin around tellin people that we're sleeping together. Funny shit, yet is Bullshit! lol. anyways back to what i was talkin about. yes i do like a girl, we're both seniors, and the year is almost over with so hell it wouldnt be long. Im not really looking for a serious relationship anyways...i think.lol. the fact that im a senior and leaving soon kinda makes me not want to date a junior or soph. just because 1. i dont really like people younger than me. 2. the year is almost over with. this weekend is gonna be fun..i hope. i gotta work on sat. with my grandpa and dad. we're gonna move round bales of hay. then i think me, chad, and some other people are goin bowling. i dunno if its the same group or not. but anyways im outta here. bye