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i wanna go home right now, i feel like crap and i can tell now that someone is gonna piss me off and im gonna go off on them...im just in one of those moods. Last night was a choir performance and its the first one that really hit me..
Walking down the hallway with the rest of choir to the auditorium i think about it...this is my last performance at christmas time in HS. Strange yet true, then sitting backstage the butterflies start, which never happens with me anymore. Last night it did though and i didnt know what to make of it, so i was quiet and didnt talk to anymore til after the performance. My voice was messed up, i lipsang half of because my voice kept cracking. oh well such is life.
I'm going to do more hours this weekend at my own fire station...yay it makes everything easier than going to the fucking football field. I have to let some kid in so he can do his hours too on sunday, but that aint bad. I'll have to watch over what all he does and all that while i do my work. anyways im gonna go.
i love you Chris.
~Crys
Walking down the hallway with the rest of choir to the auditorium i think about it...this is my last performance at christmas time in HS. Strange yet true, then sitting backstage the butterflies start, which never happens with me anymore. Last night it did though and i didnt know what to make of it, so i was quiet and didnt talk to anymore til after the performance. My voice was messed up, i lipsang half of because my voice kept cracking. oh well such is life.
I'm going to do more hours this weekend at my own fire station...yay it makes everything easier than going to the fucking football field. I have to let some kid in so he can do his hours too on sunday, but that aint bad. I'll have to watch over what all he does and all that while i do my work. anyways im gonna go.
i love you Chris.
~Crys