So I decided to document it
So tonight Colin belittled me and made me feel like total shit.....And I proceeded to scream at him that if he loved me as much as he says he does he wouldn't bring up all my insecurities and stupid choices i've made and throw them in my face. Then I screamed some more and said that it's ok for him to belittle other people but not me and I don't think that's right either. I feel like I'm stuck in the middle again and I don't know what to do....I mean I love him but is my love for him able to keep being put down and belittled every time he gets angry or has a bad day? I guess that's just the person Colin is and what not because I would never say anything to deliberately hurt him and believe me I have plenty that I could throw in his face but I don't because I'm better than that. Is this a sign I should have seen long ago??? Gosh I need help...wish you were here to talk to me I miss talking to you Call me Sometime!