hmm. meh...

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So, i have learned over the years that trying to make something work that shouldn't is the dumbest thing ever, it leads to anger and causing people you truly don't want to hurt mass amounts of pain that they don't deserve. sure i have caused a lot of pain to others, and they have cause it back. this year kinda blows.. but it's also kinda good because something that was for so long that should of ended a long ass time ago is now ending. the good to these things are simple things, now both parties can go seperate ways and find a real happiness that isn't a fight.. no more bickering. just now all the papers need to be made, signed and done with and the pain can be healed, the time wasted forgotten and one day the hate will go away to, but that hate will go away like when im 80 cause people will hold onto this for many a year..
as for my failures in this are simple, im a mean bastard, i hurt those i didn't want to hurt, i make retarded drunken mistakes. remember i have said this many a times before.. when i do something, i don't do it half assed. This is all the information im going to be sharing on this matter, but im sure others will talk and spread this information they can and probably will receive from the other party.. because its like hollywood.. personal matters can't stay that way whooooooooooooooo.

This post is also not a post looking for trouble, so all you cunt spoons reading this wanting to cause trouble just be wise and stay away..