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Well my mom picked me up in pgh which was kewl...but then i got home at about 2 am last night and i walked into my house took a look around to see how disappointing it looked. There is shit everywhere and i cant stand to look at it. I no longer have a room in this house and my younger sister made it clear to me today as i cleaned some of her room so i could live in it. Yeah it was trashed so i spent last night crying myself to sleep i so need to find a job. I have been here for almost 24 hours and i already want to leave. my mom is a mess and everything is soooo ridiculous. I am only happy about alcohol being around to drink without it i would probably go back to old awful way or something i dont know i am just rambling now i guess i will go to bed bc i dont know what else to do bc no one is available to talk on the phone...nite